To just believe you again . (L)
From th heading , its alrdy obvious tht im moodless .
why , cause i find myself being foolish to believe .
love all trust just a few - shakespear . its absolute correct .
im just naive ? or foolish ? or just purely dumb ? im confused .
idw to cry again , idw to be sad , idw to be emo .
i wan to be happy-go-lucky . i just , wanna be myself .
pretend ? no , i cant do it anymore , im breaking down .
how am i to stand strong , how am i able to ? im just weak .
im lik drifting away frm every soul tht used to be my loves .
it just feel lik im no longer their friends or some wht similiar .
can i just turn to someone whom i can really trust ?
someone who wouldn't piss me off and will 24hrs be there ?
someone who wouldn't come and go a thy lik ? someone ?
im just trying to be strong , but again and again , you .
YOU ALL just break me down , threw me to th bottom .
wht is tht suppose to mean ? i know im not perfect .
i know im not suppose to be alive standing infrnt of you .
but heaven gave me life to live on , i cant leave just cause of you all .
everything has just got to go , i guess im just alone ? in th darkness ?
cousin told me tht im not alone , he told me to look up .
and see th sun , and tht my true friends will be living in my heart .
but th sky is sick and i cant really seems to see th beautiful sun .
im so scared , im just weak , im just letting myself down .
i can do it . i have gotta be strong , i've gotta be th happy me ! i've to do so .

Alrights , enough of rantings , everything many thing is opposing me .
i've got to sand strong and show tht im NOT weak at all .
nuffnang , (L) , cya soon .
changing phone , advise pls .
isabel: hellos (: how r you ?
:: im fine , you ? how's sch ?
LF: Its true u know ? lols . how come never scold vulger already ?
:: nahs , its not gonna be my word [:
DARILYN ,
actions speaks louder thn words , and now i finally know .