463 , Groovy Orange TPRAWKS (L)

The clock strikes at 12 this morning , ending yesterday , 23nov2011 , the last day of TPRAWKS :( I'm missing my fellow PLs so much !! :( even thou there were some weird and mayb awkward moments during the whole daycamp , we had so much fun ! Thinking of cheers , entertaining the rawkers , dancing kpop , singing and cheering weird stuffs :'( all the sweat and tears was definitely worth it (;

"I miss TPRAWKS , I miss th CLs , I miss our PLs , I miss cheering and screaming at th top of our lungs , I miss our rawkers , I miss everything we did in TPRAWKS , in those short 3 days . I miss those hard work and effort we put in , those sweats and tears . But it was all worth it . Cause we saw th smiles places on th face of th rawkers and our CLs ♥ :'("

This is what I posted on facebook , I really miss and love my PLs alot (: I can't wait to meet them out again ! :) I'm very very worried about the OTC results , I don't think I'll get in anyway . Hope I can get over the fact also , and entering OTC doesn't mean I'm in FO either . So let nature take its course okay ? Dear PLs , if you're reading this , I hope we can really go FO together . Same group or not , I hope we will all stay united as one groovy orange . Let's just enjoy these few days before the results is out ! I love you people ! (L) pictures are jumbled as usual . Shall post those solo pictures with words for the next few ! Wait for my update ! Cheers ! <3

Withlovez ,

462 , phobia(s)

Does everyone have a phobia ?
If yes , is it a psychological one ? A prejudice one ? Or what ? I hope having a phobia is normal , well . Maybe not really a extreme phobia but just maybe a slight one . Like you're just afraid of something ? Or someone ? Idk , I'm just caught in this situation . I'm scared , really ... Who could I speak to ? Can someone help me ? Please ..?

TPRAWKS starts tmr , hope I can excel ... Please ..?

Hello boyf ,
Are you reading this now ? Haha , I'm asking a dumb question right ? You're staying in school dorm tomorrow :/ I'm super bu fang Xin you can ? I know I shouldn't be worried . But I can't help it okay ? :( don't get angry / upset with me . Please take care ah !

Been taking tumblr shots photo , check it out below :) or at Facebook . Leave your comments ! Cya !

Withlovez ,

461 , CATED-DESIGNS

I love my boyf (L)

 Boyf wanted to read my blog yesterday but i didn't posted . Haas , he said he was bored so he wanted to read my blog :P That boy , also full of reasons :) so cute right ? Alright , Boyf enjoy reading this ! :P

our 3rd months has passed , so did our 100 days :) we're reaching our next holiday , and i a very awesome christmas :) and then it'll be th end of 2011 . fast right ? Olevels ended , want to hang out with Jolyne so much ! Haas ,

CCN is over , overall  it was fun :) Please support www.cated-designs.blogspot.com ! (L) Thanks !

Withlovez ,

460 , announcement !

HELLO THERE ! CCN IS TOMORROW ! Read the following !!

"Fabulous designs handmade totes bag selling at low prices ! Head down to 10-3 (CATED-DESIGNS) tmr !! All designs while stock last ! Are you also feeling hungry ? Check out our co stall outside eng hall 2 ! Selling fondues there ! So what are you waiting for ?! HURRY DOWN TMR @ 12 !"

Please support and spread around ! Thank you lovely peeps ! You can check my Facebook for an album named "totes" i've shared !

Ps :p had my first B&J ice cream with th girls !

Withlovez ,

459 , reality fears

Always having a fear that someone would leave me . Don't you feel upset walking pass people you knew , you spoke to and have fun with , and never talk ? those sinking feelings ?  Have you had anyone who left your side , and you begged for their return ? but never told them ? i guess i did . i miss my grandparents . i leave to cherish my family members more after each funeral .. To be honest , i never like th way my mum treated me . i'll be very very honest in this post , i never want to type it out loud cause it might hurt her , cause i love her . but if she doesn't read this one day , she won't understand how i feel ..

Dear mummy ,
im sorry for all those times i threw my temper at you , those times i was damn low . im sorry , but mum you have to know im the middle child , i wished i had more love from you mum .. im still me , all those habits , character and attitude . i am changing , but im still me . but still at the end of the day , you cant see my change . its upsetting when you told people i won't change , it hurts to see that you dont "trust" me anymore . Have you realise you've never been speaking your heart out to me ? you've only spoken to sist and bro , who am i to you ? ain't i your lil girl too ? th one that made you proud when i was young ? Or did i not ? you've always said you'll love me more since im th middle child , but mum , i dont see th change in you either . it breaks my heart to be typing this out , im crying while im typing . i hope you'll understand me and what i am doing/saying . i've been home late cause of CCN , im not lying or whatsoever . sometimes you dont decipher my words well . and you thought i was being mean , to you , to sist or to bro . but if you could see , mst of th times i was just joking . remember there was once you and sist told me off saying he's my only brother ? and i should treat him better ? i did , i bought food back for him . and you remember what came next ? you reprimanded me . What have i done wrong ? What were you thinking ? you couldn't understand me , so couldn't i . is it fair now ? i brew a slight tension with daddy that day after we reached home from M'sia , do you know how much it hurts me to speak back to him just so he wont say anything hurtful to you ? just so i wouldn't have to see you cry , wouldn't have to see you drowning in your sorrows , i was devastated . i cried , and my eyes swell as usual . remember that day B broke up with me just days before olevel , you were worried sick . and i was so guilty . i dont know what else i can do to make it up to you . please mum , just some basic understanding i hope i can get from you ,  I love you (L)

Shall head off now , having two quizzes tomorrow .
Withlovez ,

458 , Korean BBQ

Went to tanjong pagar for Korean BBQ with baby and co to celebrate wengheng's 17th yesterday ^^ cool and awesome ^^ th food there is so nice can ?! I still wanna go :p teehee ^^ had small chats with sherlyn . She's damn cute !! Hahha !! Poor wengheng had to do a dare , he was so scared and cute can ?!
Watched "you're the apple of my eyes" with baby today ! ^^ nice show ! Andand , Tessa and her friends were watching the same timeslot too !
Homework has been piling up , have yet to finish up my frank Stella 3D art piece and my handmade papers , both about 80% done . I have also yet to start on my storyboard which draft dues on Thursday . Dear me , GG.com can ? And there's modani and math quiz on thurs , CCN on Friday . Totally can't wait for CCN !! Please sell all th bags , PLEASE !! :( joannes's 18 on saturday ~~ might be heading out again with baby and PGD's on Friday night and Sunday ^^ pictures are jumbled up as usual :( gottogo ! Byebye

Withlovez ,

457 , take a break

Went to msia this morning , and I'm back . Had baked cheese fish fillet for breakfast ! Yum ~~ Bought a new shirt and a new geek spec (: ofc I have gotten a gift for my boyf :) today was kinda awesome . And yea , I'm in TPRAWKS now :) anyone going ? Do let me know yea ? ^^ shall not blog much ..

Life's unpredictable , shxt happens . The raindrops fall and the sun will shine . You won't know what's gonna happen next ...

Withlovez ,

456 , 11/11/11 11:11(s)

Rare chance , once every 100 years . I guess many would have known about 1111 (: I do believe in it ^^ do you ? It seems normal to some people but yea , there's still a handful who actually believes it till now :) I am definitely one of them .
Had ideation , acad briefing , 3d art fund , and my dearest psychology lecture . Had so much fun in ideation where I spent my first 11:11:11 with my dearest class for presentation ~ look at Shaun's and the class ones ~
Acad briefing was like abcdefg ~ then 3d art fund , 70~80% done with frank stella's left it in school . Omg , and I didn't take picture :( have done 3/6 of my papers :) first and best , its in my camera now so yea , next time *winks ! Went for psy lecture then dinner @ Kim Gary with baby , head to nex and crashed shauntay's house , took this awesome picture with baby . Home sweet home at 1050 (: managed to catch th other 1111 ^^ I caught 111pm also ~~ wee ! I hope th pictures ain't messed up ><

Withlovez ,

455 , expectational .

 Tomorrow , 11/11/11 :) its a day once every 100 year . enjoy yourself with your love ones people :) I will , i'm gonna be enjoying myself with my boyf (L) not forgetting my girls , thats ofc :) bururang , heard this ? ^^
have been a lil busy with school stuffs recently , didnt have enough sleep , but im sleeping in soon today ^^ tomorrow's gonna be a long day . and yes ofc , i'll be carrying my cammy around *winks . more picture soon yea ! ^^ i encountered a "9th" floor today in school , creeps , th highest level in eng is like 8 ? :O #OHNO ! :D

i do feel like a lousy girlf , i have a few rules/expectation if you say so :) i'd want my boyf to keep on smsing me, but pleaseplease , no mono replies and no smiley-less replies :( this goes to everyone else ! expect you others dont have to keep on smsing me ~ i dislike myself alot :( i mean , being a girl is hard . its like PMS and stuffs , you can't really control your attitude , if you do , sometimes it just slipped out :(  paranoid , inferior , negativity . this is what i suppose most of the girls might feel sometimes , i guess this is common isn't it ? shall not rant much :( shall head off to bed , #lousymood now :(

Bye peeps , tags up ! formspring too ! ciaosz ! i'll be back soon ! OHHHH , i've been learning jap , french , korean and malay in school , teachers said i should continue learning ^^ and yea . im still singing in class :P

Withlovez ,

454 , work hard play hard (:

Went to lina's house for bags drawing session on Monday and tues , which is today . Progress was fabbuu , fun and laughters was there too ! Shauntay has been some ordinary guy with extraordinary powers :) his shadings brought the bags to life ! Wait till you see those that he shaded ! Drew Lola yesterday :) spongebob and co today :) hope it turns out alright .
Had a rare chance "meeting" Greg out of th bluez in t1 today , ;) had my first try @ CGB with aloysius :)

In short , today was awesome ! Ciaosz ! Truly hope tmr would be better ! (L)

Withlovez ,

453 , three musketeers ~

Head out to granny's house for awesome brekkie uncle cooked ~ then off to boyf's house to watch PA1&2 , off to meet th boys and dear girl jolyne @ nex , 7pm . All were late , except wq ~~ haha ! Broaster for dinner , and watched three musketeers ~~ it was damn awesome ! Had th highlight of th night then *winks ~
I'm rating it 5/5 ~~ wee ! It was sure damn awesome ! And D'Artagnan , Logan Lerman was so so so hot !! Gabriella Wilde as Constance Bonacieux , was definitely , also a beauty ! Why are they so hot ?! Gosh ! Hope to see them live ! Shall movie-sip with Lina tmr when I head over to her house for more more more drawing ! Till then ! ^^ keep a look out for more updates yea ~~

452 , Eugeneybaby

I suppose this is my first time uploading my picture with baby on blogger :) Teehee :) we're proceeding on to our next monthsary ! so excited , you might think its nothing , but in these few months , we've gone through quite alot :)

Baby , i guess you'll be reading this :) im sorry about my attitude , temper and character at times . but i believe you know im in th midst of changing and th results currently seems , well , presentable . we both do have mood swings at time , sorry if i didn't understand you :( sometimes i get too stressed out i'll start all my rubbish , thanks for being with me all th time . Sorry for th times I was so negative and paranoid , and at th end of th day , you pull me back together :) you're so sweet okayyy ^^ (L) can't wait to meet you ~~ sorry for being so focus on CCN :/

Withlovez ,

451 , artistic :)

Hello people ! ^^ in blogging from my phone , currently otw home with celinaaaa ^^ she's otw to dreamland now , so that gives me a chance to blog :p was in school from 9am for lesson , freezing max ! :( but it was fun ! Omg , Nicholas from modani class was damn good can ! So guilty for treating him that bit bad :( he gave me th stitch stopper ^^ Ke ai ley ! I love it so much ! If only there was th pooh one :)
Had so much fun with fellow cliques :$ Tessa , celina , Eunice , Eileen , Charlotte , aloysius , hongliang and ZiHao @ library flaunting our talent ~~ artistic talents ! Had so much laughter we could barely stop ! Had definitely trained our abs ^^ ohya , had Aston with clique during break time ! Teehee , my first time eating there >< I'm kind of a country pumpkin ahh :p
Alright , shall head off ^^ hope ive time to blog for th next few days !

Withlovez ,

450 , chances

Currently blogging from my phone :) I'm in bus to school , wanted to blog yesterday , but was so tired , shall take th chance to blog since Lina's sleeping also :)

I've guess many of you would have heard th news about Adelyn . I'm sure you all know that she slapped her mum , and SEEMS proud . But in fact , is she really proud ? Change your view , stand in her shoes . What if those words and actions , was caused by anger ? People make silly mistakes when they are angry , don't you think so ? You wouldn't like it if you did something wrong , and the country knows about it right ? Be smart , it takes two hands to clap . She's still , at the end of the day just a normal girl . Why are you people trying to hurt her through the web ? If you guys can do it through the web without even feeling bad , then it's also possible you guys would help her mum take "revenge" . It's a silly word isn't it ? You know that too . Please stop hurting people . What if people hurt you ? Give her a chance to speak , a chance to make up for what she's done wrong .

Everyone deserves a second chance , I received alot from my friends , cause of my attitude and character . I had hot temper , and I do vent on my friend . Not only did they forgive me , they helped me to change . Please people , please . The world is scary , so is people . Just forget about what happened , and just go on with your normal life . Alright ? Cheer yea people .

Dear Adelyn ,
I'm not sure if you would be reading this . But please , I hope you know what you've done wrong . Instead of thinking what bad stuffs your mum did . Think about those good ones , I'm sure there's plenty . We only have one mother . Her heart must be breaking . Have you seen th video of deekosh ? He speaks th truth . But he shouldn't be disturbing you thru th web . Please learn yea ?

Ps : Taylor LAUTNER followed me on twitter ^^

Withlovez ,