Friday, December 31, 2010

391 , last day of 2010 (L)


Today is th last day of 2010 , :( im gonna miss you , 2010 . Please remember me , cause i would ! 
Let th waves wash away th unpleasant , let th wind bring away th sadness . 
Worked on 29 and 30 . it was hectic but splendid :D i love th colleagues max yea ! so cute and we had so much to talk about :) i miss seeing J :( im sorry i couldn't attend countdown at her house today :( neither am i going to countdown with friends i think . will be heading out with mum sist and bro tonight . but sist is going countdown with hers truly eh . I should really learn to make decision , till now i still find it somehow a lil hard to make decisions . i dont have a mind on my own . wanted to head to countdown with friends like th past two years . but due to work i've been neglecting my dearest family and i would really love to spend time with thm . so i guess i might just head home tonight for countdown or smth ? Well , only if someone asked me out before im home , thn i might just head out :D
Please read this : Im sorry to everyone i've offended or something . please forgive me . new year new memories alrights ? :D
i wonder who would be th first to wish me happy new year ON TIME (my time) today :x i'll be granting wish for her / him :D i need to rack my brains about wht i should wear later :x im stuck with this particular song , i love it max :) alrights , all of a sudden I feel like granting wishes to people now :x LOL ! it only applies to text today :D so hurry ~ LOL ! :D so this is it , you can send me wishes and i'll try to fulfil it . and once it hits 0000hours on MY phone , i'll accept th last wish :D HAHAH ! :D this is getting funnnnn ~~~
gonna head to restttt ! :D BYEBYE ! remember th game ! i'll do some updates th next day ! TATA ! :D

YoursTruly ,
DARILYNlovez BlackRszxc .

OMONA ! :( I WANT SOMEONE LIKE ELI ! XANDER ! AND SOOHYUN ! OMG LAHS ! I WWANT THEIR GOODIES ALSO ! :(
Goodies (need to sign in) : http://www.rocketboxx.net/index.php?showtopic=6395&st=0

Eli's : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GJt7fkIUdFI&feature=player_embedded#!
Eli's : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dWMVuP9vYoM
Xander's : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vBtJpoZwRCk
Soohyun's : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MMuWOIyE3hw
Soohyun's : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PItzEU4dj5c
(L)

Tuesday, December 28, 2010

390 ,


Worked on 25 and 26 Dec :D was kinda fun :D WOOHOO ! LOL ! saw James and Bryan on 25dec :D chatted awhile before thy left :x th next day , we received cake by store manager which was suppose to be given by 25dec . crap . it sucks -.- i swear :( tricked Ping into eating it

Went out today With Jolyne to BUGISSSS ! met Yubin , Lucas and Jinhao there . th meeting was so unexpected . LOL ! around th corner . okays nevermind ;x headed to buy Koi and went to Bugis street and start walking for few hours :x bought shirt . J bought shirt and bag and shorts :X headed down to Plaza from bugis at around 5 , reach 45 min later . met up with Tingfang ,Vanessa , Weiwoon and adeline :D OHOH ! and clarence . laughdieme . LOL ! thn dk how many ~!@#$%^&*( min later , or mayb one hour plus later , Jon , Bryan , Ivan , ZongXuan And damien came . LOL ! seriously malu die me can ? :( want to head out with J again ! :D
got work tmr . better head off to bed soon ! pictures are all on facebook in minutes time . BYE !

YoursTruly ,
DARILYNlovez BlackRszxc .

Friday, December 24, 2010

389 ,


Today is Christmas eve , which means Christmas is on th next day . i dont feel th least bit excited at all , instead i feel like bursting out crying . Life has never been easy , and it wont be easy . i've got so many burden up on my back i cant even chill . Yes , i've been working like for so long , its easy , i wanna forget  , for th few hours , all th burden . at least i can chill with colleagues . can't i even do tht ?
I need some peace now seriously , i feel like shutting my phone for few days , im feeling so irritated now . Can't thy just leave me alone ??? I wanna head out of th house without telling anyone anything . i need to clear my mind of every single negative things . just th bit least i could be happier . i hope .
I want to make a wish , a wish tht would definitely come true . can i ?
My phone is practically dead , th old things just happens again . forget it , gonna borrow spare phone from daddy . i dont wish to speak more , im so gonna flare later . BYE .

YoursTruly ,
DARILYNlovez BlackRszxc

Fugyouhard , 540 exact days ago . you're a bastard . so are you now . seriously , idk why im still caring for how you feel now . you're being such a hypocrite , you're th one tht is gonna suffer ! :(

Thursday, December 23, 2010

388 ,


I miss Jones , whn is she gonna come out with me againszxc ? :(
Worked night yesterday , it closed early :D:D wanna settle my reserved , BUT , th box is like so below ! And all th boxes tht is filled with hangers are like , WOAH -,- nevermind ~ least i have Christmas and Thanksgiving to settle it ~~ Anyway , work was awesome ^^v teehee ! knocked off and headed to AMK to meet human , thn head home ~ TADA ! stupid phone no batt -.- if not i'd have gone back by purple line thn walk -.-
Phew , today is 23Dec . was suppose to head out with J ! But she dumped me , nahs . just kidding , she's heading out with her family . so am i tomorrow ! so my plans for th nest week would be like ,
24dec2010 - outing with family :D
25dec2010 - WORK !
26dec2010 - WORK !
27dec2010 - J and T ! (i think)
28dec2010 - WORK !
29dec2010 - 4e3 OUTING !
30dec2010 - WORK !
31dec2010 - COUNTDOWN !
I wanna head off to K , Swim , Sentosa , and so many moreeeeeeeeeeeeeee ! and i think she wont be able to make it on 27 ? Well , thn we shall just leave it :) i wanna head out to bowling ~ wonder how long has it been since i last went there :x LOL !
I still haven't prepare th girls Xmas Presents . opps :X HAHA ! :x Think im gonna head off first ? BYEBYE !

YoursTruly ,
DARILYNlovez BlackRszxc .

Tuesday, December 21, 2010

387 . ohwell ,


Today is 21Dec2010 , wasn't suppose to work today . but guess i was asked to work since some cancelled work today . okays . skip this . work from 11 to 6 today . was feeling so unwell . still , work was fine today . went out to sales floor , kinda fun . had lunch with Felicia and Michelle . two uber friendly woman . okays , was supposed to meet someone out for dinner , but nevermind , have to keep calm now . feeling some kind of burning sensation inside my head .wore normal lens today , didn't really feel normal :x Laughs , think im used to color lens :x OHYA ! MUM BOUGHT ME A SUPER KAWAII BAG ^^V gonna bring it to work tmr :D cause she asked me to :x TEEHEE !

From being everything i might not have wanted , im changing . im fine if you dont really see th changing . you can't see th butterfly inside pupa . and if you're gonna break th stage of th pupa , you'll never see th butterfly . This is a fact , believe it or not .

Am so tired now after all those working , haven't shopped for Xmas . goodjob dlovez , Xmas is just few days away , i hope it never comes -.- seriously . argh , feeling so mad now . Thanks CWW bythway :)

cmon , im not your dolls to play and throw . im someone with feelings , sorry ? you can't see it , its okays , im gonna make you pay for it . there's a limit to everyone's patience , not only yours . dont you know tht ? w/e it is , if this is how you want things to be , all i can say is so be it . let me see , i think you've enough friends in you life you wont be needing me right ? Thanks , last word , bye .

YoursTruly ,
DARILYNlovez BlackRszxc .

Monday, December 20, 2010

386. silence


Dear 4E3 , i miss you guys so much :( whn are we all heading out ? :( i remember those class quarrel and rebels against th teachers , cute wasn't it ? Haas , sounds silly . but everything is worth it . we'll be getting results on jan . im super afraid D'; are you ? :(

Took leave today , gonna head down to yishun for prayers tonight , i asked for him to change my work today to tmr . he say can't . hais , so be it bahs , least i can rest at home ..? but its freaking two days :( thn i'll be working for a day , resting for another two -.- all th days of horror customers , i need to cool down i think ?
i detest staying at home while others are out working , i feel like a total failure .. i wonder if it's me ..
been working quite few days with Liping , been crapping to her . she seems sad yesterday . think it my fault ? im not sure actually , mayb im just paranoid ? Jolene , Jasmine , Pauline and Rozita all came over to L1 fitting room telling me they were tired . but i guess its not only them :) All th staffs were really friendly , i dont mind working fulltime , but its farrrrrrrrrrrrrr y'know :(

brought bro down alrdy , changing DP . should i head for mac ? :(

YoursTruly ,
DARILYNlovez BlackRszxc .

// EDITIED @ 3:44PM .
Finally , changed blogskin ! expand th width , tested out so many things , changed away th orginal picture with my edited picture . removed tagboard & tagboard navi , etcetcetc . for like 2 hours ? :D im getting better with editting blogskins . kays , this is not gonna earn me any bucks anyway . HAHA -.-
i kinda like this blogskin :D *double thumbs up* goodjob to meeeeeeeeeeee . LOL ! laughs mad . there's still flaws thou . but , no one is perfect right ? :) do forgive ^^v
i totally like th layout of th profile section ! A-W-E-S-O-M-E ! i used to have one of profile like friendster :D coolmax ! i salute those ppl who did th blogskins :) im not to th standard of making blogskin , but well , i can edit pretty well :X mayb not . okays :X

i've been feeling so rather emotional lately , yea . and i dont even know why . i dislike this feeling max ! J hasn't been able to hear me talk yesterday :( so wanna confide to her . wont be working with her for th whole of this week ? hope we can work together next week or so ? i wanna head off to th beach and relax . anyone ? :( shall ask J and T and C ( if possible) to head down together with me ?
im so not feeling well now :( think i shall head off , kinda worn out . should i head out to hunt for presents tmr ? :( boreddieme ! can anyone just pick up th darn phone and text me :(

Sunday, December 19, 2010

385. like AGAIN -.-


17DEC2010 ,
headed out with SY , Isabel , Joanne , KaiLun , Lionel , Samuel , Justus and Chester to nex watching narnia . first met Isabel , Joanne , KL and Lio @ hmall . headed for lunch and off to pool . bused down to nex to buy ticks wan walk around . meantime , spotted yuanting , pinting , klinsman and bryanP . yuppyupp , th movie was awesomeeeeeeeeeee :D after tht we headed out for supper @ chompchomp . took last bus home ^^v

18DEC2010 ,
Firstly , Happy birthday Samad ;D Haas :D
today is NOT a good day for me . i ididn't even do anything wrong -.- firstly , customers who are not trying is seriously not allow to stand outside of th fitting room mirror area -.- secondly , standing behind me is a big NONO , you'll be blocking my way to do my stuffs .
SO this is how it goes . C for customer . M for me .
M : mdm im sorry , you can't stand here .
C : why cant i stand in here ?
M : cause you'll be blocking th way .
C : (louder) SO ? there's no customer here . so why can't i stand in here ?
M : mdm , its th company's rule .
C : (shout) yea , i know . but now there's no customer . so why can't i stand in here ?
M : mdm , i might knock into you .
C : (shout) SO ? thts my problem right ?
M : mdm , im sorry . you've to stand outside . -pissed-
C : (shout) BUT there's no customer now . i know , if there's customer now im in th wrong . but there's no customer now !!!!
M : argh , nevermind .
C : (shout) this is your attitude now ? wht is wrong with you ? idc , call you manager out NOW .
M : -called for jolene-
C : so whr is you manager ?
M : my superior is over there , -points to cashier-
C : (shout) so ? call her here lahs . you expect me to walk there ? is this your attitude ?
M : mdm , she's currently busy .
C : ok , fine . thn go up and call your higher rank down NOW .
M : mdm , i can't leave here .
C : (shout) so wht ? thts not my prob . miss i tell you . you'r sttitude really sucks . i've been a sales girl before .
-Jolene came , she shout shout shout , kpkb kpkb -
C : (raise voice) you know i shout like this wo hen mei you mian zi ?!
M *think: thn dont shout lahs -.- no one asked you to .

crazy woman siols -.- idk wht she want . ruined my whole day de mood -.- kaoszxc . ITS NOT MY FAULT CAN ?! i've been speaking to customer all day in a freaking polite and feminine tone -.- ask th rest lahs -.- NNB !
how i dont meet any like this today -.- will be heading off to work like soon ...

YoursTruly ,
DARILYNlovez BlackRszxc .

Thursday, December 16, 2010

384. two of me .


Hi , im currently back again . Well , working has been so much fun ! :D and i swear , now tht sales starts , im getting busier , but it gets more fun everyday :D !
especially whn you're clicking in with th rest :D Whn i went for th interview on 3Dec , i saw four other girls . one was quiet , two was scary , last one was bubbly :D they're Fongyie , LiPing , Sharon and KarHui . Chatted more with Liping , Fongyie and Karhui :D i like Liping's hair max ! her natural curls are like awesome ! *jealous* Well , she's actually not scary , but all four are like super friendly :D
i've been bullying th 15Years old girls :P there're like , a few of thm : Fongyie , Jolin , S.Xinyi , L.Xinyi . LOL ! :D
i also met new friends like clarissa and michelle :D first two i knew there ^^v there's still Daisy , Jennifer , Cheeseng , Felicia , Roy , Celia (got feelings i missed out some names)
Took off today as im afraid i couldn't handle th full week schedule , leg hurts yea . might be heading out to get my hairband later :D Happyhappy , i might be heading out later with TT cliques ! :D
I wanna burn CD to play at Mango tmr . hope i can :D shall start burning now :D
Byebye !

YourTruly ,
DARILYNlovez BlackRszxc .

Monday, December 13, 2010

383. this is life .


Hi , im back again :D im proud of myself :D actually , not really . did i mention i had BBQ on saturday ? guess not ? Haas ;D okays . this is how it goes :D
KL and SJ came over to help carry th beehoon and curry over to block 521's pit . met some very childish kiddos , thy actually throw our stuffs away , im gonna curse you ! :( headed over in a cab with KL , SJ and sist :) mum rode bro over . okays . start fire , play . blahsblahsblahs , normal routine like normal BBQ :) Happymax :) had too much food eaten over there , gosh . i was bloated can !? so i volunteered replenishing th food at Hmall's NTUC :) poor me , no one headed off with me until sam came over with th NTUC trolley . bought and headed back to th pit :)
Kpop talks with Isabel & Joanne :) not forgetting Sist , KL and sam . LOL ! Sam crapped all th way luhs :x Haas :D left at about 10.30pm with th girls . bathe and sleep . was so damms tired *yawn*
whn morning alarm rang , i actually thgt "why th heck are you ringing now . cmon its SUNDAY . i wanna sleep" thn "WAIT , sunday -.- work . kays fine" LOL ! headed off alone to work , kinda pity . reached 15min early and help joan with cleaning tables / counter , anything you call it :X helped out at fitting room area , gosh , th mirrors are so ~!@#$%^&*( DEMOLISHING :( i can't help but starring thinking , "look how fat you're now :(" what great motivation :) BUTBUT , whn you stepped out of , wait i think i didn't mention whr i worked , yupp its MANGO -.- all you see is like MAC , Starbucks , Mos , Pepper Lunch , KFC . nice -.-
had mac with karhui :) i ate mcflurry :D nice , me love ice cream . headed back to work and saw michelle there alrdy . HI ! She's a new friend i met :D she's a real nice girl ^^v
okays , i need to head out to buy my hairband andand th xmas presents :) just great , th clouds are so disturbing , bright thn dark . i need to head out okays ! :( need to prepare stuffs and buy lunch and check on contacts :(
kthxbye ;X

YoursTruly ,
DARILYNlovez BlackRszxc .

Friday, December 10, 2010

382. difficult but fun :)


annyeong , im back again , i've posted once in th morning , please scroll down ? okays , timecheck ! time now is 6.39pm . i just head home after having dinner with daddy mummy and bro :D
met up with Jolyne at mall . gosh ! i was like lateeeeeeee :( so unlike me can ? :X sooooooo sorryyyy my dear girl . was 'failing' all th way in th noon . headed to complex , jolyne bought swimsuit blahblahblah *skipskipskip* WHAHAHAHA ! *SPLASH* just kidding , head to medium pool first . thn we went to deep pool to play :D
Lol , saw hanson , aven and jiankuo . JIAO ! played like mad . LOL ! thn smth happen . JOLYNE SWAM SO FAST MAN -.- basket . pangseh ttm lahs ~~ GRAAAA ! nevermind , our thgt of having iScream is gone . neeway , we can have it another time rights ? JOLYNE ! HAHA ! :D ohya , there's no picture for today :x my bad .
gonna head off now . might update again tmr :D
i seriously dk wht wrong with me , th path in my heart is totally mixed up . whn you turn left , you might head right . whts wrong with me , like AGAIN ? i can't imagine all th past crush is like coming back . you know how much it hurts to be thinking about all these ? i dont wish to be tied up in rls , but i just cant help it . ARGH . i need to talk to someone , please ? can someone just come over and give me a great big hug and say , im here ? ohmygod . i feel like a total failure now . fagfagfagfagfag , wht should i do ? whr should i head ? idw to stand and do nothing .. idw to stare at blank . I WANT SOMETHING DONE ! ohplease , stop doing these to me can ? D':



me like this picture max ! got th photoshop kinda effect , but this is NOT photoshopped .

Good morning , timecheck , 10.46am :D
Lol , i was super tired yesterday night . on th 8th , i had breakfast with Jolyne . and headed for work . was meeting hanson .. LOL ! okays :X me and jolyne started out with clarissa and daisy with th price tag . nahs , *dislike*
thn dk how come , after awhile , me jolyne and clarissa was out at th door (still within storeroom) helping hanson with th boxes . omona , i swear its so damns freaking fun kays ! :D HAHA !
had alot laughter , inside joke . LOL ! our time there passed so fast lahs . 11-6pm . LOL ! :(
okays , next day headed off th work with hanson . LOL ! made me wait . jiao . Saw ziyuan , Chatted awhile . and still waiting :3 not bad . lucky we stay near only -.- if not horszxc ... LOL ! we played with boxes again , but today's productivity was rather slow . cause only me and him helping out only . LOL ! thn after 6 ilyang came to help . laughs . i swear long carton is fun ! so is standard carton ^^V our 1-10pm ended and lets headhomeeeeeeeeeeeee ! :D
Saw aven , not literally .. cause he was meeting hanson with another two idkwho . LOL okays :X
work tmr is cancelled cause we progressed too fast :x *hanson your fault lahs :X KIDDING*
gonna be meeting my dearest Jolyne later for swims :D LOVEITMAX ! :D
aigoo , needed prepare ler . idk wht else to bring . LOL :x jackass :x
Alrights , heading off now . timecheck , 11.02am :D
JOLYNE ! CASANDRA ! TINGFANG ! I MISS WORKING AND I WANNA WORK WITH YOU GIRLS ! oh , and next week no more storeroom ler i think . all go out for sales ler ..

PEARLYN: Hahaha hihi. You like Beast too? :DYes! Yoseobbbbbbb! :D
PEARLYN: Do you like Super Junior? Hahaha yeah gikwang also not bad
:: i like beast :) Haas :D yeayea , gikwang is awesome :D SJ uhs ? not really eh

YoursTruly ,
DARILYNlovez BlackRszxc . hanson&ziyuan WHO?! .

Tuesday, December 7, 2010

381. just th way


i personally like this picture to th veryvery max , first reason being it was taken with Casandra *winks . secondly , th effect of those mirrors and lights were awesome ! :D andand , th reflection is too ! :D look at th colours of our hair , not forgetting to mention th skin color . LOL ! i look so darkkkkk ! nahs , Casandra is too white ! :x hope she feels well now alrdy .
Rightszxc , time now is 1.06pm : TingFang , Casandra and GeraldT is working now . LOL ! i feel like working , cause got $ wahaha ! thn i can officially shop at MCKYunlimited ^^v
OHOHOH ! i envy TingFang being able to fit into overall :( i wanna fit in too T^T . read this girl ! :(
currently listening to songs to relax myself abit . woke up due to th multiple loud alarm and th loud drills and hammering happening at th unit above mine :/
Headed out lunch with mummy bought grocers and head another way back due to some problems . well , im home now :)
gonna take a break i guess , my head still isn't well . will be heading out for breakfast and work with Jolyne tmr ^^v lovehermax ! i hope she feels better now (L)
Alrights , bbyong ! but before tht , i changed FB official name yesterday ! from "Darilyn BlackRszxc" to " DarilynLovez BlackRszxc " and it was real fast ! :D kekeke ! :D

casandra-babyily: Love my contacts uh?! hehe, awww so sweet! (L)
formspring me back!
:: FORMED ! :D

YoursTruly ,
DARILYNlovez BlackRszxc .

Monday, December 6, 2010

380. double blessing


HEYYO ! :D went out with Jolyne , TingFang and Casandra for job registration ^^v it was awesome :D
met 1pm @ compass , headed down to ion . much up a lil , headed off for camming ^^v bubbletea-ed and off we went to office building , liyang came shortly . thn brought hanson . LOL ! run to fetch GTan -.- he's one bigshot guy ..
EAT YOUR SEOULGARDEN SOMEMORE LAHS !
Alrights , will be heading off to work on wed with JolyneL (L) ! FTW girl ! LOL , Casandra and Tingfang has different timing :( well , life's like this :( OMONA ! no one is working night with me ! hellmax :(
I SWEAR I LOVE CASANDRA'S CONTACTS ! OMMO ! I LIKE HER SMILE TOO ! :(
head home with GTann , HI NEX ! :D LOL ! crapjokemax -.-
i think i'll be getting off once th picture has finished uploading ? :) oh , finished . LOL ! i mean , finished tagging . haha ! LOL !
okays , bbyong (L)

Withlovez ,
DARILYNblackRszxc .

Saturday, December 4, 2010

379. fortunate :)


ANNYEONG HASEYO ! :D DARILYN SUMIDA ! :D im a lil happy girl ^^v , im a lil mango-er ! :D alrights , headed out just to hype with Jolyneeeeeeee , TingFanggggggggggg , edmund lucas jinhao ling yubin minghui may and sinping (?)
Laughdie me , so many things happen . so many epic stuffs . will skip it :P LOL ! :D
went out like for a few hours only , played . ate icecream and headed home .
saw SamuelC , NKaiLun and LJiaHe . shocking max , didn't expect to see thm .
anyway , i'll be heading out on monday . Hope there'll be pictures :D HAH !
bbyong ,
LIQING: HELLO ~ :D
LIQING: TAGGED AGAIN . ^^
:: HIHI ! THANKS !
zixian: HI! :)
:: HELLO ! :D
TINGFANG:D: Link wo leyyyy (:
:: Opps , OKAYS ! :D
Withlovez ,
DARILYNblackRszxc .

Thursday, December 2, 2010

378. Do you remember ?



i still wanna be th lil girl daddy and mummy carried out th door , look in your eyes and say remember , you'll always be our lil girl (:

Do you remember how daddy mummy fetch us to school , back home carrying our heavy bags and despite th weather ?
Do you remember how daddy mummy brought us out , and end up carrying us home cause we fall asleep on th way back ?
Do you remember how daddy mummy used to tell us so many big life story just to not buy toys ?
Do you remember how daddy mummy would hit us whn we did wrong ?
Do you remember how daddy mummy would wake up in th night just for us to take our medicine ?
Do you remember how daddy mummy would hoax us to stop crying ?
Do you remember how daddy mummy would rush immediately to th clinic whn we're sick ?
Do you remember how daddy mummy used to be patting you to bed ? maybe with a story or two ?
Do you remember how daddy mummy would be watching us from outside th school on our first few days ?
Do you really remember all these ?
Do you remember how daddy mummy was so proud of you whn you started walking ? talking ?
Do you remember how daddy mummy would flaunt you like a piece of precious gem in front of th others ?
Do you remember how daddy mummy brought you out to search for clothings and shoes just to look your best each time you're out of th door ?
Do you remember how daddy mummy would prepare so much for you just for ONE outing ?
Do you remember how daddy mummy would always have a camera with thm whn they brought you out ?
Do you remember how daddy mummy would nicely place your photo in an album ? around th house ?
Do you remember how daddy mummy would bring you out to th playground just to see you smile ?
Do you remember how daddy mummy came home with surprises just to pamper us ?
Do you remember how daddy mummy rush up to you whn you hurt yourself ? even a minor one ?
Do you remember how daddy mummy sat in front off th tv with you watching cartoon just to accompany you ?
Do you remember how daddy mummy would speak to others showing off how great you are ?
Do you remember how much thy love you ?
Do you remember how daddy mummy look straight into your eyes and say " you'll always be daddy mummy's little girl " ?
Do you remember how daddy mummy fed you first even if thy're hungry ?
Do you remember how daddy mummy were always there for you ?
Do you remember how daddy mummy would come over to hug you whn you were crying ?
Do you remember how daddy mummy smile at th first thgt of you ?
Do you remember how daddy mummy came over at night to your room just to kiss your forehead ?
Do you remember how daddy mummy woke you up early in th morning everytime thy brought us out ?
Do you remember how daddy mummy pulled out bones from fish just so we wouldn't get hurt ?
Do you remember how daddy mummy had to make sure we get enough sleep ?
Do you remember how daddy mummy had to wake up early morning on school day just to prepare breakfast and sent us off ?
Do you remember how daddy mummy would be super happy whn we went over and kiss thm saying "daddy i love you" or "mummy i love you" ?
Do you remember how daddy mummy take turns sitting by your bed side whn you're sick or you'd a nightmare , making sure nothing happens again ?
Do you remember how daddy mummy gave you th best of everything ?
Do you actually know how much thy gave you ?
Do you know how hard thy worked just so you wont have to suffer much ?
There's so much thy gave us , more thn all these , a lot more , so much more , countless more , million more . Look around , thy gave you everything in th house , including yourself . thy gave us so much to remember , but how much did you actually remember thm to be ?

Do you know how daddy mummy would hurt inch in th heart whnever thy hit us ?
Do you know how daddy mummy would be reprimanding thmself in th room after giving us some huge beating ?
Do you know how daddy mummy wish you could grow up bring a good girl / boy and yet we rebel ? :(
Do you know how daddy mummy feels now ? :'( hurt ! and we dont care D':

th one who hit you , nagged you ? th one who doesn't let you out ? thy cared , alot for you . but thy just dont want to show it out . but deep down their heart , thy want you to be safe . thy want you to know tht thy love you , but we kept getting th wrong idea . thy are th one who had been by us thru it all , for so many years , suffering but keeping quiet about it . and yet we're always complaining . are we still even consider humans ? REFLECT , how did you even treat thm ? thy gave us so many things , so much to remember , but wht did we give thm ? all our fucking attitude , and everything . seriously , we can be better can't we ?

Daddy Mummy , im sorry for everything . those rebel , those shout , those unwanted stuffs , im sorry daddy , im sorry mummy :'( i know you guys are busy working very hard out there just so we three would not suffer , but we didn't understand , or did we choose to not know . without you two , there wont be this family , neither anything now . Thanks daddy , Thanks mummy . this might be a very short dedication , but please remember this , iWE love you forever .
I hope daddy mummy would read this page D: i was tearing even before halfway thru this text , im a bad daughter , bad sister , im a bad grand daughter ..

And do you knw now , in daddy mummy 's eyes , we're still lil girl/boy ? and this wont change .
please love thm and care like how thy did for our past years , but be more obvious about it , thy might not be able to feel it if we're nonchalant about it .
Before i end , HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHARALYN ZOEL OSY (L)
i'll never forget those times we ate supper together at home , went to catch ukiss together , head out with family , friends and so many moreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ! :D all our times we spent together at night , those jokes tht made me go crazy , those quarrels tht made us closer , and so many things to remember . those april fool jokes tht i never fail to get tricked , those extreme epic moments at home , everything and including me tasting a fivestone , IM NOT GONNA FORGET THT -.- basket ! we even sang th same few songs randomly , play some very weird epic things , snatch bathroom and so many things . Life with me for 16 years is better thn th 2years alone right . WAHAHHAHA ! :D Lol , i know im great *proud* haas , happy 18th birthday dear girl , even thou i've known you for only 16 years . alrights , last long . LOVEYOU !
PS : stop BBQing my bears -.- and mushroom ans more .
PPS : WINNIE IS NOT CHEAP !

Withlovez ,
DARILYNblackRszxc .

// edited @ 5.20pm

(L)

Tuesday, November 30, 2010

377. lifeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee



Thumbsup , (L)

I wonder how old has this picture been :) Haas , i love tht purple dress :P HAHA ! for 16 years , i dont think i've given her anything special :x *failure* okays , im fretting to think of wht to get for her :( she'd a wonderful Bf which has prepared his surprise , including his mother and bro . gawdddd , my family somehow , doesn't seem to be doing anything . kays . dead . rawrs .
rightt , im still thinking about poly courses . deadmax ;X


Love this picture max ! :D

Okays ,-many years later- HAHAH ! we're pretty lil girls . LOL ! im trying to make myself sound nice. LOL , fact is , im not . LOL , okays . *still thinking of wht to give* gonna off th comp , might head off to bed , damms tired & havng headache .
bbyong ,


withlovez ,
DARILYNblackRszxc .

Monday, November 29, 2010

376. family + sister !


2010.11.27 , HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY ! (L)
2010.11.28 ,
Today is a day of celebration for daddy's birthday ! woke at 7 ? :( left house at eight , headed off to prayers with daddy , mummy , sist , bro and ahpo ^^v thn bus down for a ride at th singapore flyer . THNTHNTHN , hop on hippo tour to suntec :D hop on duck tour , kinda sleepy :x KEKEKE ! :D hop back on hippo tour and alight at bugis . shop for idk how many hours , thn bus down to YCK for dinner with cuzzie . fullmaxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx :( but had an awesomeeeeeeeeeee day ! :D photos are on facebook ^^v .


2010.11.29 ,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KENT / CAIRN ONG !
met jolyne at compass at eleven , board on bus and headed to collect stuffs .
went to NEX next , OMMO , its super big can ?! HAHAH ! lucky we didn't lost our ways , bought dress , shop and shop and shop , SAW HELL MAX OF WINNIE CAN ! AND MICKEY AND STITCH ! I SWEAR I WANT IT ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL ! :( *broke* okays .
DARDAR ! we save up thn go back buy kays ? :D i feel like buying th LE one also leys :( we still have th bags , th plushies , th mugs , th canvas bag thing and so much more !! OMMO OMMO OMMO LAHS ! RAWRS ! must go back soon again for th full opening and movies kays ? :D :D :D ^^V

Withlovez ,
DARILYNblackRszxc .

Friday, November 26, 2010

375. outinglicious !

i love this picture max !

ANNYEONG ! :D Haas , went out with Jolyne , Clarence & Zhenyuan . LOL ! like weirdmax :X i think i look weird max :"x HAHA ! okays :x met 1pm with th little dovey couple @ serangoon mrt :D mrt down to bishan and start walking . met zhenyuan at bishan straight .
bought tickets for rapunzel 3D , i swear it was awesome ttm ! but i dont like GV's 3D glasses , heavy ! and cathay's quality is kinda bad :X LOL ! had alrdy zipped th pictures , waiting for dearets princess to online ^^v
and i still swear th movie was awesomeeeeeeeeeeee max ! :D after tht , dinner . went walking around waiting for mummy , sist & bro for hellmax of 1hour plus nearing 2hours , gawd i feel weird . played th "grabbing" machine ..? LOL , idk whts tht called in english . its 夹夹乐 . Kays , won Yoshi for like 4bucks nee . COOLMAX ! but my winnie is still ... speaking of winnie , J8 have LOTSA winnie and mickey can ?!? aigoo , and i saw UKISS ALBUM FOR LIKE 10BUCK NEE ! GODDAM ! IF ONLY IWASN'T BROKE T_T
went to check up upon NEX shopping mall , ITS BIG ! so gonna go there soon ^^v
schedule is packed for th weekends . gonna go out tmr morning , out for dinner at night . flyer on sunday , out for dinner with whole fam & cuzzie .
aigoo , better rest more . heard from dearest babe SingYong tht Dongho dearest is feeling down today :( #cheerupdongho (L) trending now :)
gotta go now :D bbyong ,


Withlovez ,
DARILYNblackRszxc .

Thursday, November 25, 2010

374. calculation error


H-E-L-L-O ! :D i'll be watching this tangled tale with JLLT tmr ^^v but still might not be confirm :( wonder if she wants 3D .
neeway , most prob meeting BSowner tmr . LOL , BOMBED tmr man -.- need to prepare alot of stuffs :3 GRAAAAA .
okays , so yupp , you can see i've alrdy changed my blogskin , got sick of th previous one due to too much blogging i think :X , i did change some stuffs too ! WAHAHAH !
alrights , im super happy now :D
#1 - UKISS KOF VIDEOS ARE UPLOADED YTD ! :D 20101124 .
#2 - new bed arrangement is DONE ! :D 20101122
#3 - changed blogskins ! :D 20101125
#4 - UKISS IS STILL ON TREND ^^v
#5 - WE'RE TRENDING #20KISSESFORKEVIN TONIGHT ! :D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KEVIN WOO ! :D SARANGHEYO ! ^^v
#6 - i hope i can get a job soon :( i've bombed my pockets .
#7 - gotta my camcam ! 20101113 ! :D
#8 - PROM ! 20101118 ! :D
#9 - UKISS KOF CONCERT ! 20101119 ! :D
#10 - wht could i still have ? ~(X_X)~ ohya , my phone batt jitao is CUI !
nevermind , alrights ! gotta go off ! bbyong !

Withlovez ,
DARILYNblackRszxc

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

377. ommo ~


im surrendering in th name of laws , nahs . my apology for not updating for th past two days :( i actually forgot . SORRY :(
#ukiss have been trending for three days , 20Nov , 21Nov and 22Nov . FC wanted to continue th trned till KevinW's birthday :( #20kissesforkevin . BUT , war btwn N&S Korea broke out . now all we could do i pray for it to stop yea :(
had reshifted th bedroom arrangement on monday night TIREDMAX CAN ! . Was cleaning th whole house on tues :( so well , im like here now . PS : TH VIDEO HASN'T FINISH UPLOADING T^T .
right , and im BOREDMAX at home -.- HELLO -.- okays , i feel like eating fries now :/ nevermind , BYE ! TAG CAN ? :(

Withlovez ,
DARILYNblackRszxc .



// edited @ 4.19pm ,
i want a 6/2 chalet :( idc how its gonna be . I WANT A CHALET . THATS THT ! :(
Rights , #ukiss hasn't been trending today , im down enough . AND BOMB , those feelings inside me starts to tingle :( whts wrong ? i can't even make a decision again ? or am i just being a slut again . ahfag . IRDK KAYS ?!?!
"Realizes that when "friends" need you, they expect you to be there. When you need them, they are off having a blast" how true , neeway . gonna discuss with th girls now .
should i even recreate a blog ? ARGHS ! w/e , bye .

Monday, November 22, 2010

376. saynonono


SENTOSAAAAAAAAAAAAAA ! just you wait , im going to find you one day ~(T^T)~ !
HIHI ! IM BACK ! LOL ! ukiss is still on TopTrends ! YAY ! (L) love UKISS MAX ! :D :D
neeway , i've gotten th second choice of job . *PRAYS MUMMY ALLOW* okays . im done :) meantime , sharalynz is helping me print baby's photo (L) he's so freaking hot !!! (L) ommo ~~ kekeke , okays . all members are on "popular ppl in SG" , http://trendsmap.com/local/sg/singapore , well , except soohyun :( OPPA ! WAE ?!?!
nevermind , th KMs are trying their best now . we'll make you all top together ! :D
alrights , i also wanna go out -.- kays , shall stop . needa concentrate on videos :3 .
bbyong !

Withlovez ,
DARILYNblackRszxc .

Sunday, November 21, 2010

375. YCK bbq and campfire (Y)


annyeong ! :D Haas , back from BBQQQQQQQQQQQQQ ! :D fun awesome ttm ! all th memories , super priceless ! all th tables , chair , lockers , toilet , water cooler , play area , even including th tiles ! funny but cute :D
camwhored , thn went down to parade square to assemble . sounds like school ! *excited* HAHA !~ played around , wanted to BBQ , but can't find pit eh . ask Kman help :) HAA ! thn went to bball :D Thankyou NgYeeHang for going home to heal you wound and bringing th basketball out :D :D left school at 10 *yawns* was tired at tht time :x
rights , okays :D most of th nice pictures are with pearlyn :D HAH ! :D okays :X
bbyong ~ so tired now :(

Withlovez ,
DARILYNblackRszxc .



// edited @ 4.02PM .
i dont want to give up , i was given a number of time to continue living on , i know i was believed in . and i know i can do it ! i'll prove to everyone , im not tht bitch tht could only scream and shout all freaking day long , im th small girl with big ambition ! im just a girl who loves singing , dancing and approx everything related to music ! before results are out from th 'hot piping oven' , i should start planning for my future alrdy . its not too early now :)
well , KISSMEs have been trending #ukiss on twitter due to some immature emcees -.- like seriously , thy neve even bother to think before speaking . neeway , this shows how much we love ukiss , #UKISS was top on worldwide trending chart yesterday night . Now , its top in SG . im proud to be a KISSME , and im sure th boys would be serisouly proud of us . dont give up UKISS !
ohwell , guess i need to pursue my dreams alrdy . bbyong !

Saturday, November 20, 2010

374. UKISS CONCERT !


last min free tickets gave me a who night of funtime ! seeing those hot guys , OMMO ! im flying . LOL ! Me and singyong have been planning alrdy . whn thy next reached SG , WHAHAHAHA ! okays , SHH :x silent my plans first . all th photo are uploading now :) so is video :) but i swear th video is taking a hell lot of time -.- damns !
yesterday all th hours of standing , waiting , bugs , hotsun , everything was totally worth whn th heard of "U-KISS" it was awesome . i want nobody nobody but U-(KISS) , all th videos , photo , their smiles , sweat , dance , AH ! its everything thy do , IT WAS SUPER AWESOME ! shall go again soon ! and to BEAST's ! :D :D


alrights , imma gonna start preparing for YCK's BBQ later ;D so gonna cam later again :X lucky me , th cost of th camera is totally worth ^^v LOVE DADDY TMM ! (L)(L)
bbyong ! I LOVE UKISS TTM !

Withlovez ,
DARILYNblackRszxc .

Friday, November 19, 2010

373. PROMNIGHT ! :D


PROMNIGHT WAS AWESOME ! :D


prepared , finalised and went over to DarrelA's and met up with tingfang , Siewhua , Adrian , Edmund , Mavis and Alex :) Decided to cad down to york , TingFang siewhua darrel adrian , Mavis alex edmund and me .
reached and waited for alex with his bow tie and enter th building :) CAMMED all th way till 7 plus or smth ? went into Banquet Hall , sat in our ten , group photo @ facebook .
played and eat all th way ? Haas , our group had 7 person , including me winning lucky draw . Teehee :D funfun :D everything ended around 11plus ? had a whole group photo with all th teachers :D
had of photo uploading on facebook now , its kinda slow . cause th size is damms big ~(X_X)~
gonna start preparing , gonna go UKISS concert later ! HAPPYDIEME !
dk who to call :( i've got free tickets you know :3 want go jiu hurry text me ! :D
alrights , bbyong .

Withlovez ,
DARILYNblackRszxc

Thursday, November 18, 2010

372. Regrets ,



These are My Our boys , th KISSME's . see those 7 hot figures and awesomeness ?
there's more to why i love thm , alrights . thy're on th plane from Korean @ about 11+ ?
im getting so excited . but F , i couldn't fetch thm D': neither could i attend their concert . wht a failure as a kissme too D: seriously , i would fetch thm and skip this prom , and mum would probably kill me . Like , LOOK ! i spend BOMBS on this event , FINE , im gonna stalk thm -.- and send thm off . *pray hard i can* okays , im so gonna chill , think of thm , look at their pict , listen to their songs , and apologise :(
they'll be reaching on SQ603 , terminal 3 , belt 44 . reaching at around 1435 .
immafailure -.-

Withlovez ,
DARILYNblackRszxc .

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

371. beautiful memories .

i miss going to this person's house and play :(

Things have been kinda funny and cute recently , LOL . meaning , nevermind , shall explain :3
i did mention i went out with brenda , helina & felicia right ? :) me and helina was like , introducing clothes , makeup , shoes , bags etc . felicia asked if i could help her style her hair cause there was curler & straightener at my house :) and also helping thm makeup :x LOL , i have no experience , but i can try . HAHA ! :x
thn help thm walk around and ask about contacts and stuffs , th uncle said i was like th "dajie" funny ttm , brenda also another joker :3 Tingfang ask me help her chack th rebonding price , i like aunty :x thn now lending clutch to jophia :D
epic leys . my house like everything also have . HAHA ! clothes , shoes , bad , accessories , LOL ! funny ttm :D and someone called me a 16-years-old mother . basket ! :3 but seriously , a mother's job is MORE thn this . treat your motehr well yea ! :D
anyway , i've collected my mask ! :D nicenice ;D i've also colored my hair , BUTBUTBUT , like no diff -.- jiaoleys ! waste my sleeping time :3
my msn like got prob siols . ass ! okays , gotta go now , got family dinner later . TATA ! (L)


Withlovez ,
DARILYNblackRszxc .

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

370. laughters .


it took me hell load of time to just upload this photo to blogger , Tiring eh ! ~(X_X)~
Alrights , went out with Brenda , Helina & Felicia , i swear its super funy can !?
Went FarEastPlaz , walking in circles :D Clothes , Shoes , Cosmetics , etc :D
i bought only one thing , epic . HAHA ! saw this effing pretty bag !! and i wanna buy it soooooo much :( but , HAIS . skip tht -.-
went AMK after tht for contacts :) manage to get everything in control , except for their shoes eh :X alright , split up around 7 plus , reached home around 8plus .

AHFUCK , mood ruin ttm ! stop effingly ask me so many fucking question and asking me to do chores , FYI , im a DAUGHTER . NOT a MAID . Neither am i cinderella who has so much chores to do but still in th end , HAPPILY EVER AFTER . if this works for me , i dont mind th chores . but its not ! AND PLEASE , IM SICK OF YOU ALWAYS GETTING ME , ONLY ME , TO DO TH CHORES -.- FAGKYU .
Yiyi: Hello :D
:: Hello , you're ?

Withlovez ,
DARILYNblackRsxzc .

Sunday, November 14, 2010

369. Tipsy Turvy


Well , i know this lil camcam isn't as great as wht i wanted , at least its still a camcam yea ! :D went seraching for it yesterday ^^v ebuta nehs ! :D
went to orchard to get this lil girl :) thn went a lil shopping thn off we go ! :D
Alrights , im still confused :( wht should i do about prom night ? should i go out and search for a dress ? or just make do with wht i have ? :(
i think i can make do with th wallet also , i've used some previous wallets , as for bag .. i think i need a new one -.-
rawrs ! i feel likie banging th wall , but i wont be so dumb . can anyone just tell me HOW ?! i so wanna look my best on prom :(
so confused :( shall get off to think :(

Withlovez ,
DARILYNblackRszxc .

Friday, November 12, 2010

368. FREEDOM ^^v



Three cheers for th end of olevel , i can finally unload my burden :) sounds old didn't i (: Well , at least i could bend my lips a lil to give it a small smile .
Rights , now tht exams is over , i can relax more yea ! until poly comes ... er , well , skip tht for now :D
got a whole day planned tmr . hope my mood wont go downnnnnnnnnnnn :x blasting music again , got th very shiok feeling now :x
to shorten everything , OLEVEL IS OVEEEEEEEERRRRRRRRR ! and yupp , will be going out tmr to fulfil my wishes :D:D althuo i know it wont be wht i wanted , but its still about th same .
shall end my post yea ? but before tht ,


"The worst feeling is when you're suffering from extreme sadness, but you have no idea why. "
Yes , this feeling sucks th most :(


Withlovez ,
DARILYNblackRszxc .

Thursday, November 11, 2010

367. like always


been feeling so down recently :( neither am i in th pink of health , yeayeayea , im naggy . and yeayea , i've been posting continuously . yeayea ! i know . i wanna relax yea :(
mayb i've been thinking too much , but wht if all of it ts truth ? i've been having weird dreams recently .. not exactly weird , but i just can't seem to remember it anymore .
my heart have been racing since th start of this week cause its counting down to th end of exams . Right , and its tmr . after 15.30 , its *bang* gameover . and all we can do afte tht is just wait for th result . anticipating isn't it ? Right .
MCQ is on tmr and im here blogging , like i've said , i need a break from th confusing reality .
why can't th world only HAVE truth ? why must lies exist ? :(
i really dont know wht to do now . My mind is whirling :( cases of impulsion hasn't stop . i wonder if wht darrel said was true , this was th phenomenon of 2012 . i'll pray its not . There'e still a bunch of dreams i've yet to fulfil , so please let me fulfil it :(
After th end of exams , i might be getting my dearest camcam . this is one of th things im anticipating to .
Rights , shall end . bbyong , tags up yea :/

Withlovez ,
DARILYNblackRszxc .

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

366. confusionism


Worryless , This aint my phone , but dearest Yiling's (: im good kays ! help you fill up th scoreboard :)
Alrights , just wanna blog . cause im getting excited each day , but th thgt of can't having a camera seriously irks me alot :(
well , good thing is there only one more paper left , guess wht , Its MCQ , but i can't understand it must be an afternoon paper :( its just an hour only :(
i think my comp need a new keyboard seriously .
and this girl blogging here seriously needs a new phone , for this keeps dying . a new wallet to keep her stuffs , a new camera to capture all th memories . last but not least , she needs a new her , to become better .
So many things i need :( really need to save up everything . and she stills need a dress and mask for prom night . and needs to prepare alot of stuffs .
im damms naggy i know -.-
i really dont wish to be commiting to relationship ..? its never going well for me :(
Alright , might shut comp for nap , damms bloody headache :(

Withlovez ,
DARILYNblackRszxc .

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

365. persistance .


I can still remember this photo , taken last year .. grandmaaa :'(
365th post , equivalent to posting everyday for a year . yupp , im boliao . w/e .
就让我一个人去 痛到受不了 想到快疯掉 死不了就还好 ...
am i weak ? i feel dumb ..
for example , if you did remember , i once said my phone cui . Well , due to some technical problems , my on/off button couldn't not really work well . it must be forced .
so there was once i tried to fix it , thn it became worse . well , very bad . so it really couldn't work . i can't blame anyone . and once it offs , i need to rack my brain with all th timing for it to on by itself . so whn i wake up this morning , i go so pissed off and grab th screw driver and start dealing with it agan -.- and i nearly spoil th whole thing , alright . and yupp , it worked fine . th button was half alive still . bad thing , th phone could not lock itself -.- *forgetit*
so ,
am i really dumb in trying to fix something which is really going bad , but still trying my best to make it better , however knowing th same thing would just happen again ..? i feel so confused still , sigh .. should i even be proud or should i just continue suffering ? or should i just let go ..? Help ?
Craving for Bubbletea from cupwalker ~ its far , gotta make it do with some unknown stalls thn :/

G :D: HELLO ;D
:: Hello (: which G are you ? :x
Withlovez ,
DARILYNblackRszxc .

Monday, November 8, 2010

364. a few more steps

JoonKiat & Dommmmm
Firstly , Happy Birthday Joonnie ! (: Happy fifteen yea ! :D and Happy birthday O.JunJie laopa :D
Right , SS today might be a killer . but i believe in moderation *prays* Please let me pass C.Humans .
A wound takes time to heal , A Breakup takes time to adapt , A bird learns to fly , And i've learn to let go .
I shall hope for th best for MT & MCQ , sounds easy to you yea ? but im falling sick , seriously hopes nothing goes wrong kays :( *weakling*
Alrights , shall stop here . gonna comp awhile more thn take muaaaa beautyyyy SLEEEPPPPP ! :D haven't been able to sleep well , so im gonna sleepppppp later ^^v
Rights , imma gonna go off . keep my baby alive yea !

Withlovez ,
DARILYNblackRszxc



// edited @ 7.00pm .
Should i just go for it ? AHfaggy :( wht should i do ? ARGHszxc -.-
vocal or dance ? dance or vocal ? both ? ARGH ! -.- HELP ?!?

Friday, November 5, 2010

363. 800daysofkisses.


Yuppszxc , TODAY , 5NOV2010 , IS OUR BOY's ANNIVERSARY ! :D
today is their 800th days ! lets' all wish th boys a 800days of kisses ! :D



i swear our boys are getting HOTTER ! OMMO ! imma love thm ttm !
SHIKORO ! :D


and i swear i'll love th person ttm for buying their album & bringing me to their concert ! <3


Withlovez ,
DARILYNblackRszxc .

362. meaning of life .


再美丽的天空,再美丽的风景,都会有瑕疵。再美丽的爱情,背后总会有让人不明白的故事。
再美丽的照片,都会有一段黑暗的过去。
我,还会有再继续微笑的资格吗。。?
失去的,真的不会回来吗?曾经拥有的,就只有这样吗?猜想,事情的结局没那么简单吧。

我好累,真的好累... :'(

Withlovez,
DARILYNblackRszxc

Thursday, November 4, 2010

361. CagedBird .


Life's been rather brittle , GinnyLee & DarrenNg .
Ginny Gluesniffed (pun gum right ?) , and hence jumped off a building not long ago .
and 4 days ago during halloween this year , Darren got killed . And im sure thy're other more who left th rest . Their abrupt left brought about many sorrows .. i wish you teo would Rest In peace , and Darren , worry less , They'll receive their punishment. RIP .

What if , Just what if i left , just like them ..? What's gonna happen ..? :(
Life , What does it mean ?
Family , How Long willl they be dependable ?
Friends , How long will they be there for you ?
My heart is caged , no matter how much i do , i can't seem to break free . so is life , its hurting me to be in it .. Family doesn't seem to understand me much despite always being there but not listening to me .. Friends , Their life is still full of colours even without me . So what exactly is my goal ? My life ? Lets say , whn im interest in smth , there'll always be someone to dash it . and whn someone ask me to get my interest in another thing , i can't seem to love it ..
now , life's building up more walls around me , i dont seem to see th end ... No one is breaking those wall down anyway . i guess its time for me to be independent and fly free on my own . i've gotta learn , i can't depend anymore . th more i depend , th weaker i get , right ?


Eileen :hello...how's your o-level ???
:: Hello , Not bad still uhs (:

ahforgetit,life'shard:( idwtothink,imhurtingMORE.-'-
even without facing th mirror , i can still easily see th cracks and hurt you gave my heart ...

Withlovez ,
DARILYNblackRszxc.

Wednesday, November 3, 2010

360th post . life overturned


Whats wrong with me :( every fucknig finger is pointing th fuckhell @ me . whtthfarkiswrong ?!
yes , i feel like dying now -.-
i wanna shout , swear and curse while facing th big sea , only thn th breeze would easily bring my troubles away from me :(
now idk if i can attend UKISS 19Nov concert :( idk if i can receive their album :( idk even know if i could buy my camera , :'(
FML LAHS !
forget it , gotta start eating choco & ice cream to cool down , ah -.- i should start exercising mans -.- bbyong .

Withlovez ,
DARILYNblackRszxc .

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

2010.11.02 , Cycling (L)


-Happy Birthday Samsam :) -
geog was a terrorrrrrrrrrrrr today :( haven't been studying hard *badgirl* :(
alrights , went home thn and yuppszxc , went cyclingszxc ! :D happydieme . (: TEEHEE !
was late for meeting w/ edmund & lucas . OPPS , TEEHEE ! hope on bus th immediate bus and meet jolyne & clarence on it (: alight & "reconile" with tingfang , alvin & jeremy ...went in and saw e2 cliques , okays . skip , ate @ mrchicken , went up to arade and play . camwhore with Jolyne & tingfang :) waited for Ernest & zoey to come . Pei her go toilet thn *MAGIC* LOL ! okays skipskip .
went to pasirris park thn , rent bike & start biking , much fun ! especially at th playgroundddd ! :D funfunfun , played at th beach and cracked lame stuffs and started drawing , check out facebook ^^V fine , i know im kiddy , but i dont mind :D at least im having funnnnnnnnnnnnnn ! :D :D :D :D :D however , i decided to be alone after tht , HAHA ! dont ask why . TYVM :x
return bike , thn had little talk with Zoey , Thanks girl :) and Jolyne , SMILEszxc kays ? :) Tingfang , must do your best kays ? :) you three better remember i love you :)
HAHA ! im evilllllllll ! :D anyway , gotta start reading up SS :( *STRESS* ttm , and after tht its MT thn MCQ , AND ITS FREEDOMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM ! :D Just a few more steps away :)
gotta start checking up on my camcam ^^v Bbyong ! :D

Withlovez ,
DARILYNblackRszxc .

Sunday, October 31, 2010

2post in 1day

I went through my folders , navigating my way thru th few thousands photo i had , i miss you :( badly , all those memories we had . is it all gone ..? our pledge haven't even end , i want those times back , :(




i want a brand new camera before prom :(


Withlovez ,
DARILYNblackRszxc.