441 , campppppppp :D

Hello people ! :D I'm back . There won't be pictures cause im blogging from my phone . Unless I on my laptop later to edit this post :P okay , wet to sme dream camp from 19-21 , that's th most awesome camp I've been to ! We can choose our own group ! Cool huh ! Okay , what did we do on first day ? Break camp , station games . Night walk , haha ! Night walk was cool ! Walked with boyf , jiaqi , Jason and cedric . Lol :D suddenly got kazhua sia ! Make me chuasai only . Then supper with ecstasy , went back to guys bunk and play ! Wanted to catch a wink at ihub with jingying . But ton with jingying , Cedric , jiasen , zhengwei , chan and Jason . All dw watch sunrise with me . Got drinks and planned activities with ced , ks and Zw @ 7plus in th morning . Go prime mart then back to boys bunk to wake them up . Amazing race out of school . Awesome much , but transport fee damn chor ! Variety night and jam&hop after dinner . Freaking awesome ! Dance super lot ! Me likey dancing ! Wanted to ton again , but I slept . Okayyyyy , then final clash . Wet activity ! Damn cool ! Me likey wet games ! Me love water ! Okay ! Met a whole bunch of new friends , :D

Head out on Friday with boyf and qiang first to buy ticks and eat Sakura buffet > go giant find mummy > play pool > met Shaun and slack > movie time ! Johnny English is like damn cool and yea , funny ! I thought is like throughout laughing sia , okay I feel stupid . We all missed th abit of th starting . And I chuasai twice in th movie ! I expected liao sia ! Then I jump . Tsktsk !

Was suppose to meet jolyne @ 2pm ~ she was late , expected thou . Tf went home to bath after training . Went to find Cedric to slackkkk . Until jolyne came . Went to play pool (frigging lot of nerds . Kay , no offense ) > met TingFang > town (was suppose to window shop , in the end all spent money ~ ) > bugis > met Brandon > walk around . Then brandjol went for dinner while me and ting slack and htht (L)


Withlovez ,
♥ } D A R I L Y N L O V E Z .

440 , Far Far away .

Head off to bed with tears in my eyes yesterday night , all those thoughts kept me awake . forbidding me to sleep . sometimes i wish i was naive , so i dont have that much things to remember . i need to go away , maybe just for one day . i should try disappearing . Maybe , Just maybe i wont have so much to remember , there's so much to sort out . Its making me worn out , Life's stressful , especially being a middle child . It feels like im rather a step child , i mean it . all those unfair treatment , those hurtful words and action . Like as if anyone can understand me .
I dont know what exactly happened to me , or mayb i do . i've been negative . results is out , i dont know if i should be smiling or frowning . i wanna cry , but who can i cry to ? Sounds weird huh ? i've got a boyf to confide in and im talking about all these now . cause i dont want to seem like a burden or something , he wouldn't want to see me cry .
Tessa Ho Jia Yi , Contact me will you ?
Jolyne Lee Li Ting , You too . contact me once prelim is over .
gonna go for job training tmr , rest on sunday . camp's up on monday - wednesday . Mayb i shall "run away" after camp . i shall go nurture feelings with piano now , those who know me well should know what it means . Alright , shall tumblr and get away from comp for th whole day .

Withlovez ,

♥ } D A R I L Y N L O V E Z .

Edited @ 5:50pm ,
Fkthisshit , i mean srsly . Mum PMS me AGAIN , for fucking goodness sake , who th fuck knew you prepared breakfast , you didn't even say anything , you didn't prepare breakfast for th past few days , SO HOW TH FUCK AM I SUPPOSE TO KNOW YOU FUCKINGLY PREPARED FOOD . Don't fucking put th blame on me -.- SO WHAT IF IM TH MIDDLE CHILD . fuckit , i never want to be th middle child . Look , even sist and bro is unaware of you preparing breakfast , i woke up th latest today , so how th fuckkkk am i fuckingly to know this . i've been wanting to make peace with you for th past weeks , so stop giving me fucking attitude alright ? everytime dad ask me to tell you stuffs you'll be like "so , he told you not me" stop being so fuck up , PLEASE lah hor , you're older but still not mature . can you stop with all these nonsense -.-
FML , mood ruined -.-

Im gonna run away , just you wait . 

439 , insecurity

Insecurity , i guess this feeling is normal ? Maybe not , i feel so emotional recently , i dont like it either . i feel like speaking to JLLT , but she's having her prelims now . Thjy is having so much fun with her sec school clique i dont wish to bother her . Tf , i dont know how to start it with her . i sound stupid dont i ? Truth is , i am . There's no way im denying th fact . No way , i wont be here in this course if i studied harder and use more brain juice and get into psychology . But , this is fate . i met 5 awesome girls and a awesome boyf . i can't deny this either . But WHY , am i feeling this way ? i tumblr before blogging , hoping i'd feel better ... it doesn't seem so uh ?
my back has been hurting so much recently , even those salonpas thing doesn't even help anymore , making it worse . Im dying soon ? Haas , then i can see who really care , and see if im correct . i want to head out , only then i can truly relax myself and forget everything , for that short period .
Have been staying at home watching "Brilliant Legacy" , its a very nice show :) and doing chores , sounds stupid uh ? Some ask why i didn't head out , why i didn't work . "I'm tired , I'm lazy , I just don't feel like it" HAH , what great excuses i have , Toldya im stupid . believe me now ? This is th third week of holidays , and i've been out for , 4 times for 2 movie , 1 kbox and 1 swim . OH , and once for job interview . Let me see , th rest im just heading out for dinner at my house here with family and buying food grocer . PATHETIC , i've spend 21 on these stuffs . i've 5 weeks left , no one gonna ask me out -.- #admitit . Im not as famous as you think . They've made themselves hi bye friends . what kind of friend is this .

AHFUCKITWHYAMIPMSINGATTHISTIME-.-

Withlovez ,

♥ } D A R I L Y N L O V E Z .

438 , Movie & swimming ~

Hello fellow readers :D How are you doing , for poly students , you are having holidays now right ? ITE students , its coming :D Dear O & N level students please work hard . Also for JC peeps :) your holidays will soon come and you'll soon get what you deserve alright ? ^^v

Its a First Monthsary with baby on 6/9 (L) he bought a cake , can you believe it ! SWEET TTM CAN ! AWWWW :D
Headed Out on wed , 7/9/11 with Boyfriend and Qiang for SMURFFFFS :) Actually Shaun couldn't make it , but still , due to some #onceinablueoon , he came ! :D This was how our day went . met up with weiqiang first , cause he was super early , at nex , Bought tickets and waited for Boyf to come . Gene munched at Carls while me and qiang crapped alot , srsly , ALOT :) they decided to "L4D" at old srg inter , playing around with some scenes from L4D , pretending to be crazy humans , then shaun called :D say he couldn't enter school , ohwell . he movied with us then . BCM and TADA . HOME :D
Met up with Thjy at 2pm , walked from her crib to AC , swam till 4 . bought happy meal and headed to th park and slackkkkk :D home at 5 plus , managed to catch Ukiss on Mcountdown :) Cool day , catch up alot with her also :D
Went out for Job interview with LooWenJie on friday ~ quite successful i think . GOSHHHH , job training on 17/9 , i hope i dont forget can :O someone please remind me !
Okay , i shall go back and catch my drama . OH , i really wanna head out with th boys again on saturday , which is like today . hope mum agree . but it seems kinda impossible :( she want us to help her with cleaning , ahhhhh :( kbye .

Withlovez ,

♥ } D A R I L Y N L O V E Z .

437 , ECP (L)

Met with Celina and Charlotte and headed off to ECP to cycle :D Haas ! distrub Char otw to ECP with Celina , Funy ttm ~ wear long sleeve shirt and jeans to cycle , wear tank and shorts to cold places ! HAHAHA ! :D Eunice came about 5 ? mac awhile before heading down to Safra Tamp to meet those lad assistant , cause th bus is seriously taking too long , th four of us cabbed down , got food and start munching away . 'Fight' and 'Quarrel' with Rat , DonaldDuck and Bunny . Disturb RoadRunner ttm :D seriously damn fun ! :D Th fish went for a swimmmmmmmm ~~~ WOOOO ! :D HAHAH ! Awesome day today , such a pity Tessa and Eileen couldn't make it :c

Summary :
1) Im back to tumblr :D
2) I had mad fun with my girls today :D
3) I didn't capture any moments on my camera :(
4) There'll still be outing for our girls ,
5) I've got two tone ~
6) My fever is still here , so is my headache .
7) I'm weak . LOLWTF :D
8) I'm about halfdone with what i need to :/
9) I'm very very very tired / worried / scared .
10) I shall shut down my laptop now ...

Withlovez ,

♥ } D A R I L Y N L O V E Z .