i still wanna be th lil girl daddy and mummy carried out th door , look in your eyes and say remember , you'll always be our lil girl (:
Do you remember how daddy mummy fetch us to school , back home carrying our heavy bags and despite th weather ?
Do you remember how daddy mummy brought us out , and end up carrying us home cause we fall asleep on th way back ?
Do you remember how daddy mummy used to tell us so many big life story just to not buy toys ?
Do you remember how daddy mummy would hit us whn we did wrong ?
Do you remember how daddy mummy would wake up in th night just for us to take our medicine ?
Do you remember how daddy mummy would hoax us to stop crying ?
Do you remember how daddy mummy would rush immediately to th clinic whn we're sick ?
Do you remember how daddy mummy used to be patting you to bed ? maybe with a story or two ?
Do you remember how daddy mummy would be watching us from outside th school on our first few days ?
Do you really remember all these ?
Do you remember how daddy mummy was so proud of you whn you started walking ? talking ?
Do you remember how daddy mummy would flaunt you like a piece of precious gem in front of th others ?
Do you remember how daddy mummy brought you out to search for clothings and shoes just to look your best each time you're out of th door ?
Do you remember how daddy mummy would prepare so much for you just for ONE outing ?
Do you remember how daddy mummy would always have a camera with thm whn they brought you out ?
Do you remember how daddy mummy would nicely place your photo in an album ? around th house ?
Do you remember how daddy mummy would bring you out to th playground just to see you smile ?
Do you remember how daddy mummy came home with surprises just to pamper us ?
Do you remember how daddy mummy rush up to you whn you hurt yourself ? even a minor one ?
Do you remember how daddy mummy sat in front off th tv with you watching cartoon just to accompany you ?
Do you remember how daddy mummy would speak to others showing off how great you are ?
Do you remember how much thy love you ?
Do you remember how daddy mummy look straight into your eyes and say " you'll always be daddy mummy's little girl " ?
Do you remember how daddy mummy fed you first even if thy're hungry ?
Do you remember how daddy mummy were always there for you ?
Do you remember how daddy mummy would come over to hug you whn you were crying ?
Do you remember how daddy mummy smile at th first thgt of you ?
Do you remember how daddy mummy came over at night to your room just to kiss your forehead ?
Do you remember how daddy mummy woke you up early in th morning everytime thy brought us out ?
Do you remember how daddy mummy pulled out bones from fish just so we wouldn't get hurt ?
Do you remember how daddy mummy had to make sure we get enough sleep ?
Do you remember how daddy mummy had to wake up early morning on school day just to prepare breakfast and sent us off ?
Do you remember how daddy mummy would be super happy whn we went over and kiss thm saying "daddy i love you" or "mummy i love you" ?
Do you remember how daddy mummy take turns sitting by your bed side whn you're sick or you'd a nightmare , making sure nothing happens again ?
Do you remember how daddy mummy gave you th best of everything ?
Do you actually know how much thy gave you ?
Do you know how hard thy worked just so you wont have to suffer much ?
There's so much thy gave us , more thn all these , a lot more , so much more , countless more , million more . Look around , thy gave you everything in th house , including yourself . thy gave us so much to remember , but how much did you actually remember thm to be ?
Do you know how daddy mummy would hurt inch in th heart whnever thy hit us ?
Do you know how daddy mummy would be reprimanding thmself in th room after giving us some huge beating ?
Do you know how daddy mummy wish you could grow up bring a good girl / boy and yet we rebel ? :(
Do you know how daddy mummy feels now ? :'( hurt ! and we dont care D':
th one who hit you , nagged you ? th one who doesn't let you out ? thy cared , alot for you . but thy just dont want to show it out . but deep down their heart , thy want you to be safe . thy want you to know tht thy love you , but we kept getting th wrong idea . thy are th one who had been by us thru it all , for so many years , suffering but keeping quiet about it . and yet we're always complaining . are we still even consider humans ? REFLECT , how did you even treat thm ? thy gave us so many things , so much to remember , but wht did we give thm ? all our fucking attitude , and everything . seriously , we can be better can't we ?
Daddy Mummy , im sorry for everything . those rebel , those shout , those unwanted stuffs , im sorry daddy , im sorry mummy :'( i know you guys are busy working very hard out there just so we three would not suffer , but we didn't understand , or did we choose to not know . without you two , there wont be this family , neither anything now . Thanks daddy , Thanks mummy . this might be a very short dedication , but please remember this , iWE love you forever .
I hope daddy mummy would read this page D: i was tearing even before halfway thru this text , im a bad daughter , bad sister , im a bad grand daughter ..
And do you knw now , in daddy mummy 's eyes , we're still lil girl/boy ? and this wont change .
please love thm and care like how thy did for our past years , but be more obvious about it , thy might not be able to feel it if we're nonchalant about it .
Before i end , HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHARALYN ZOEL OSY (L)
i'll never forget those times we ate supper together at home , went to catch ukiss together , head out with family , friends and so many moreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ! :D all our times we spent together at night , those jokes tht made me go crazy , those quarrels tht made us closer , and so many things to remember . those april fool jokes tht i never fail to get tricked , those extreme epic moments at home , everything and including me tasting a fivestone , IM NOT GONNA FORGET THT -.- basket ! we even sang th same few songs randomly , play some very weird epic things , snatch bathroom and so many things . Life with me for 16 years is better thn th 2years alone right . WAHAHHAHA ! :D Lol , i know im great *proud* haas , happy 18th birthday dear girl , even thou i've known you for only 16 years . alrights , last long . LOVEYOU !
PS : stop BBQing my bears -.- and mushroom ans more .
PPS : WINNIE IS NOT CHEAP !
Withlovez ,
DARILYNblackRszxc .
// edited @ 5.20pm
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