Tuesday, June 30, 2009

30JUNE !! [:

HELLOHELLOHELLO ! [:
lets start frm 29June ,
cause 28June was staying at home ! [:
life in sch was good , gotten a new timetable ]':
camwhore with Pubor in chi class , presence of MrLim :x
had a change of tchers too ! *pray hard thy teach better thn previous*
Laughhs , met up with YeeHang at his sch thr , thn i went home , with farren [:


thn its 30June ,
i wish myself HAPPY BIRTHDAY ! [:
Lols , lik retard liddat . THNKS FOR THOSE WHO WISHED ME HAPPY BIRTHDAY ! {;
PE was a blast !!! i've grown 1 cm ! Hees , din grow fat nor slim ]':
Laughhs , had fun in sch , thnks to MrCai also . HAHAHA !
TANYANHENG & RUSSELLLEONG ! thnks [:
went a maths rmd aft sch , and sorta cre8 chaos ? :x
kena hit by wifey 15 times ._. HURTS LUHS ! *ouch?*


thn while walking to bus stop , waiting bus & on bus , alex was so damns hell funny / irritating :x
serious okays ? Laughs , but its a blast i guess . HAHAHAHAH !~ thnks alot yeahs .
Hmms , since im 15 Now , i'll be setting rules for myself .
i state some here . but th rest will be in my diary :x Only Pubor Knws [; dont jealous .


aft some bloody freaking time . started using comp , and i damp my mood .
awwww ! this is frustrating ._. im being a weirdo here lahs ._.


  1. i'll have to refrain frm vulgars ._. if not , slap me ._.

  2. i'll have to be 95% quiet in class . and pay more attention .

  3. i'll have to stop being so uber emotional and childish ?

  4. i'll have to spend lesser MONEY ! ._.

  5. i'll have to stop beating , scolding & attitude-ing ppl .

  6. i'll have to stop gossip-ing ._. awww :x

  7. i'll have to be there for sisters & brothers & anyone who need me .

  8. i'll have to be more sensible on everything .

  9. i'll try to do chores ? whn i have time ?

  10. i'll have to stop copying homework (TRY) :x

Seriously , I HAVE TO !~ so , help me okays ?

Pubor , cheer up liaos okays ? you saw tht note i gave . you saw my thoughts .
you saw everything i've to tell without even opening my mouth .
smiles okays ? seriously , if not you're atrocious ;P HEHEHEHEH ! [:

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Nxt , its a quiz ._.

All of the 14 people must do this quiz, unless he/she doesn’t have a blog .
Write the names of 14 people you can think off the top of your head,then answer the questions
1. TingFang [:
2. Gerald (L)
3. Siewhua [:
4. Alicia [:
5. HuiYi [:
6. Jolyne [:
7. Casandra [:
8. Jaslyn [:
9. Cherie [:
10. Tanyanheng [:
11. Brandon [:
12. Ziyuan [:
13. Kelvin [:
14. Nicholas [:

-How did you get to meet 7? (Casandra) SKSS [:
-What would you do if you and 13 never met? (Kelvin) i'll lost bestaye ?
-What would you do if 1 and 12 date? (Pubor & Ziyuan) LOLS ? both attached :x
-Have you ever seen 14 cry? (nicholas) hopes to :x
-Would 4 and 11 be a good couple? (Alicia & brandon) idk lehs :x
-Do you think 11 is attractive? (brandon) mayb ? :x
-What's 2's favourite colour? (gerald) Black , Pink , Purple , Lime Green & white .
-When was the last time you talked to 9? (Cherie) This Morning [:
-What language does 8 speak? (Jaslyn) Eng , chi & abit kamgong lang :x
-Who is 13 going out with? (Kelvin) 7s [:
-What grade is 12 in? (Ziyuan) S3 [:
-Would you ever date with 10? (tanyanheng) WTHWTHWTHWTHWTH !
-Where does 5 lives? (huiyi) sengkang ! [:
-What's the best thing about 3? (Siewhua) She's MINE ! opps , sorry . is IVAN one ! [:
-What would you want to tell 10 now? (tanyanheng) you are my B.F [: ROCK ON !
-What's the best thing about 8? (Jaslyn) My Dear lehs ! HOHO ! but she's not mine :X
-Have you ever kissed 5? (HuiYi) Nopps [:
-What was the best memory you have with 7? (cherie) everytime we're tgt ?
-When's the last time you're going to see 6? (Jolyne) tmr morning [;
-How is 14 and 12 different? (Nicholas & Ziyuan) so diff ._.
-Is 6 pretty? (Jolyne) DUHS ! [: WMH one lehs ! [:
-How did you meet 5? (Huiyi) SKSS ! [:
-Is 1 your best friend? (Tingfang) My Pubor ! I LOVE HER nehs ! of course !
-Do you hate 12? (Ziyuan) hate ? Nopps [:
-Have you seen 4 on the last month? (alicia) yeahs , rmd during hols ?
-When was the last time you talk to 3? (Siewhua) this afternoon [:
-Have you been to 5's house? (Huiyi) nopps ;X
-When's the next time you gonna see 10? (tanyanheng) tml ? LOLS .
-Are you close to 13? (Kelvin) quite quite [:
-Have you ever been to a movie with 4 before? (Alicia) yeahs [:
-Have you ever gotten into trouble with 8? (Jaslyn) nopps [:
-Would you give 2 a hug? (Gerald) yeahs [:
-When have you lied to 3? (Siewhua) have i ? idk , but i knw i keep some stuffs frm her :x
-Is 1 good with socializing? (Tingfang) yeapps , kawaii nehs her [:
-Do you know secrets about 9? (Cherie) i think so ?
-Describe the relationship between 12 and 14. (Ziyuan & Nicholas) lols ? strangers :x
-Best thing about your friendship with 9? (Cherie) my darleng Worhs [:
-What's the worst thing about 6? (Jolyne) idk , being UNELEGANT ! [:
-Have you ever had a crush on 12? (Ziyuan) can i dont answer ?
-Does 14 has a girlfriend or boyfriend? (nicholas) idk lehs , gay partner jiu have :x
-Have you ever wanted to punch 1's face? (Tingfang) Nopps , just wanna poke [:
-Has 2 met your mother? (Gerald) Nopps .
-How did you get to meet 3? (Siewhua) SKSS ! once again [:
-Did you ever physically hurt 3? (Siewhua) nopps [:
-Do you live close to 7? (Casandra) SK & HG ._.
-What's 8's favourite food? (Jaslyn) Mos Burger (some burger :x) ?
-What kind of car does 1 has? (Tingfang) she no car . LOLS ! mayb toycar ?
-Have you travelled anywhere with 9 before? (Cherie) sch excursion ._. WTH .
-If you give 14 $100 , what will he/she spend it on? (nicholas) erms , i have no idea :x

Alson: nah jus a little.... c-h-i-l-d-i-s-h LOLS
:: ._.

desmond: relink! thanks! ;D
:: Done[:

Shawn: Walaos eh, post the messages. Lol, idiot!
:: wht ? its funny okays ._. need to share , NOT IDIOT ! [:


DARILYN ,
those memories were never erased .

Sunday, June 28, 2009

im having a bad day ]':

HELLLLOOOOOOOOOOOO HUMANS !
Haas , let start with , Happy one month w/ Him .
okays , thn tmr's th start of sch , wish everyone plenty of luck yeahs (L)
and , rmb to continue doin homeworks [:
Haas , more staying back aft sch for lunch .
LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLS ! [:
Haas , okays . i think i cant post liaos .
now on Phone with Pubor , thnks Pubor for cheering me up .
why ? cause i've been crying ]':
not cause of sch . Laughs , sch's not tht scary .
anw , only Pubor & I' korkor knw , ]':

Alson: OMG PLAYING BEARS? LOLS :X
:: yes , you hav a prob uhhs ?

Siewhua: Hello Biggone ~ Thanks for yesterday,loveyou (: Takkaires& Tagged!
:: smallone ! [: welcome , thnks to you too ! LOVEYOU ! tc too (L)


DARILYN ,
i gave you my ultimate trust and im not taking it back .

Saturday, June 27, 2009

Days At Pubors'

Photos not in order , [: Hees !
upload most of th photos [:
woke up randomly at 9 [: LOLS !
veh early horhs ?


thn roll on bed till lik 9.45 ? thn go wash up .
ard 10.20 , daddy say wan bring us go eat breakfast .
LOLS ! jiu go luhs , thn msg Pubor say i'll be late [:

ate and it was like disaster luhs . LOLS ! [:
saw jacinth , aunty mary and uncle , chatted awhile and thy left .
went NTUC buy stuffs thn [:

went home shortly and it was 11.15 . ]':
took my bag and rushed out lik no one elses business luhs .
waited for bus , and finally it came [:

sms Pubor & she waited at th bus stop for me . Thnks uhhs [;
i knw i took quite some time lahs . sorry (L)(L)
thn we went mini mart , Pubor wan buy sweets [:

she jiu treat me Lollipop , LOLS ! [: thnks uhhs (L)(L)
went up and started doin homeworks and drinking water . LOLS !
horhs ? dk who break th glasses ._. dumb luhs . xDD
on songs frm speak . YOUR SOUND SYSTEM IS LIK ! SO COOL ! :x

thn suddenly recieve this online sms frm siewhua .
LOLS , i replied without knowing if it charges . ohFREAK ! ]':
call me dumb bahs . LOLS !! i knw i am . idiot luhs ]':


thn Smallone say she coming , so we estimated th time and went down .
althou it took some time , but we cam whored . Laughs [;
serious , but i did alot of stuffs with her . ILY LEHS !
spend time crapping & candid-ing [:
and Pubor daddy make jiaozi give us [:
her daddy also veh cute lehs , lols .
went and fetch smallone .
she happy to see us . xDD i lik veh bhb liddat :3
but im happy to see her thou ! [:
hees , (L)(L)
thn went mini mart again whn smallone come .
bought ice cream & went back to Pubors'
Hees , im happy [: cause ice cream rocks ! [:
use th comp . so cool siols ! *.* LOLS !
got addicted and mapled ._.
im noob lahs , Hees [:
i knw im being real retard by playing maple , but i was BORED !
Pubor & smallone also got plays [: Hees .
(L)(L)
continued doin abit & cam whore . LOLS !
i got do horhs ! seriously !!!!!! GrRRR !

Me and my crazy idea soon came up and we cam whore with plushies ._.
sorry lehs , thy also take, but had fun also [:

was boredd soon aft and started playing songs and getting mad ._.
and thn ....... and THN !!!!

we starting disco-ing , dancing . LOLS !
stupid rights ? but fun ._.

and thn smallone was BORED !
so we started eating each other ._. LOLS ! quite full . xDD

thn play till 5 , we left to pasir ris interchange . did stuffs and bus back .
wait for bus , board and saw some idiots ._.

Reach Home , ate dinner , took a nap .
blahs blahs blahs .
posting using sist lappy now . LOVEHER ! [:
i made lots of (L) in post as i was happy . [:

♥' Amerlynn: you got chihuahua and maltese ahh? ._.
:: wish , but its pictures . Haas .
DARILYN ,
its a great day out . and i love it ! thnks lady .

Friday, June 26, 2009

SAKURA ! [:

left house ard 5++ and bused to YCK there to meet daddy ! [:
thn daddy was with uncle , thn thy say fully booked . OMG ]':
thn sist sad lahs , me & mummy jiu go ask . thn got slot . LOLS ! [:
thy just opened new seats luhs . LUCKY LUCKY us [:
i started off eating sushi :x

thn th plate of COOKED food , yum yum [:
thn i was a lil full , DK WHY LEHS ! OMG PISSED OFF LUHS ! ]':
thn rest awhile , go back eat . yumyum , thn start'd eat raw one [:
OMG , im addicted to raw food , Hees , but for jap niahs lahs [:
thn also abit full . thn i go toilet see a GUY come out of a woman's cubicle . WTF !!!
im sosososos disgusted lahs ! boy toilet dw use . come use girls one . faggot lehs !
was full thn not thn full . WTF lahs , so nice th food idw eat luhs . cheebong ]':
thn we chatted and play . LOLS ! ard 7 . th whole place packed alrdy luhs . LOLS ! [:
sist gave me a RAW prawn , it was super nice lahs , thn i went back eating .
anw , SIST ! ILY LAHS ! [: hope some ppl not jealous . xDD (L)(L)(L)
thn mummy feed me sea cucumber [: WAHAHAHA ! [:
im lik so lucky luhs ! thn mummy wan daddy buy new screen protector give me .
she go tell daddy my screen saver spoil . LOLS ! me & sist laugh lik mad luhs ! [:
thn we joked ard alot , Haas , machiam we not family liddat . like we were such good friends [:
and i liked it alot . Haas , thnks for this day yeahs [: LOVE YOU ALL [:
okays , LOLS ! i love my family [; thy ROCK on [:
thn finally dw eat liaos , i go eat ice cream . sist go crazy luhs :3
but she's being real funny , Haas , she machiam one idiot come out frm IMH one :X
thn daddy go drink beer , we went home , thn mummy go play 'follow th ldr' with bro .
LOLs , sist keep doin stupid stuffs , bused home , thn go find WD , XQ & JB [:
LOLS , thn shocked , thn juniors still as funny luhs , LOLS ! [:
thn jiu go home , take things , go 601 there . but th CC closed by th time we reached ._.
mummy and i jiu sians luhs . Haas , walked back and chatted alot [:
went home , bathe and blogging [:
currently chatting with Pubor [:
im goin to her estate tml for homeworking [:
imma good girl [: hees , i wan MORE ice cream !!! yumyum [:
Jokes ::
(on th bus home , shawnL msg me)
Shawn :: Sinhui how many a math papers we have ?
ME :: 2 ._. For me lahs . For you shld be 1 ?
Shawn :: Why 1?:-
ME :: walaos , why one ._. wht kind of qns is tht ._. cause not 2 lahs , Lols lehs . Must make me gl you ._.
Shawn :: You got go remedial then get 1 more ?
ME :: yeahs . Lols .


Jolyne(:: LOL.the ah pek! he cute ley.hahs.he go home also nver say bye to mi.hahs.underwear boy in skypark! LOL.
:: LOLS , freaking funny can . th ahpek veh cute luhs . seriously . Haas , underwear boy ! [:

ERNEST: you saw me, at whereeee ? when ? :D. hahahah !
:: LOLS , vivo , ard 6 ++ you with cliques standing outside best . YOU in yellow polo [:

Ziyuan: Hey Tag tag! sry didnt turn up at the bbq : x
:: its okays [:

Alson: LULS? O_O like retardeds :X
:: wht lahs ! ._.


DARILYN ,
all i ever want was you , Boyf (L)
(Mummy Says :: )a true couple will not see each other everyday , thy both will give each other time alone with their friends and enjoy thmself .
[sorry boyf for holding you so tight in th past , sorry. ]

Thursday, June 25, 2009

DATE WITH DAR :D

rating 5/5 . but sex talk too much . LOLS !
hilarious and touching . loveit [;


HELLO EVERYBODEEE ! [: im back .
met jolyne @ CP , she reach a lil early , so i rush there to find her .
thn saw clarence & zihao standing out MRT . LOLS !
went in MRT and go vivo .


while waiting for MRT , me & dardar playing lik idiot luhs ! [:
thn go MRT inside play camera , thn act lik idiot .
go bio ppl butt ._. thn go bio couples . LOLS !
She abit sot lahs , thn her bag horhs , got "FOG" . HAHAHAH ! [:
she knw , i knw . WAHAHAHA ! [:


upon reaching , we went to buy tickets , th queue is lik one long long snake ._.
its super duper ultra long lahs , thn saw th counter got this guy , th hair super spiky ._.
dardar ! robber come horhs ? KKML lehs you , but it was super funny lahs .
buy ghosts of girl past . dardar say girls of ghosts friend past . LOLS !


aft tht , machiam veh kelian liddat , go 7-11 stand there eat cup noodles ! LOLS !
thn buy water , dar put 4 straws inside (1st & 2nd picture) .
idk she need 4 straws for wht lehs ? put nose thn put where ._. LOLS !
thn i eat up your share , cause you dw also . xDD thn dom & JK come liaos .
bully us luhs , we fast fast eat finish thn go action city play liaos .
dom bully me lahs ! walaos , KKML lehs ! pek chek luhs .



dom buy bday present give me . thnks uhhs [: Haas , thn jiu go sky park play .
we sit there enjoy enjoy , talk talk , thn candid thm , jiu saw this sign (aft quite some time ._.)
but is confirm no ppl see luhs , even see , thy also heck care one luhs . LOLS .
fact luhs , cause got 2 boy swimming , one call amirul , thn th other one wear underwear go play luhs , eeyer , obscene lehs ! :x


LOLS , th 4 of us laugh lik mad lahs , thn okays alrdy luhs , stop laughing liaos luhs .
thn dardar started laughing ._. all felt super strange luhs ,
thn she say , "dar , you look at tht boy , FASTER FASTER TAKE PIC !! QUICK QUICK !!! "
she veh agitated see th boy liddat siols , thn dom & JK was lik WTH !?!?
i was OMG , okays , wait wait . take pic take pic ._.


missed alot of shot , thn finally took his pic (below) . dar cmi liaos luhs .
her face lik goin blow liaos luhs ._. stupid lehs .
thn th sun is liks , burning us . thn we jiu dry our feet liaos .
she also say , TAKE PIC TAKE PIC , QUICK QUICK ! LOLS , jiu take . (nxt 2 aft tht boy one)


decided to go giant and smuggle stuffs inside , AGAIN [:
success , Haas , 1st to went in , thn keep HTH talk , sit there play till movie start .
thn th movie is touching and funny . cried luhs .
halfway movie , boyf replied me aft some time . LOLS ! i SUPER happy lahs ! [:
thn jiu reply . cause veh long never chat , jiu keep sms . [:


thn beside me is empty , so i did smth quite stupid , but its was comfortable thou .
dardar agree uhs ? [: Haas , [: i got veh good idea rights ? HOHOHO ! [:
thn we go in only finish our sushi , half pack of ruffles & half bottle drinks . LOLS !
we sit at th back so shiok lahs ! Haas , [:
thn got th couple beside us , sooooo sweet lahs . *jealous :x*
and also , halfway in movie we 2 lik , i miss boyf :X


movie finish & we last to go out [: thn we lost our ways ! funny luhs ,
thn enter frm th dk where . go till basement . saw marcus , brandon . thn jon thy all at th toilet there ._. thn me & dar want to walk away .
thn lester thy all keep bio luhs , we squat , thn dar run away ._.
i run back . bo bian i chiong go find her . thn heard lester say , there ! you see !! got lahs ! .
LOLS lehs ! jiu faster go up daiso , saw ernest & aaron & their cliques luhs outside best .

bo bian , wan run also cant , wan go there also cant . but lucky th leave liaos , so we walk to escalator go back giant . dardar wan buy FBT . LOLS [:
thn jiu nvr find , jiu decide go MRT liaos .
inside MRT we playing , got this ahpek come , thn i ask dar give up her seat . Sorry lehs :X
thn whn i leaving , thn ahpek say bye to me . LOLS ! shock siols ;X


this pig is Dom buy one , LOLS . i wan th bgiger one , but exp luhs .
this small one also veh cute . WAHAHA [:
dardar , today veh fun , but veh rush , sorry lehs :X
& my throat better lerhs , can speak liaos , but at times still pain .
&& got this thing at my left throat , bro knws & so does dar . veh uncomfortable ]':

Jokes for th month ? ::

Daddy :: (spoke smth bu t i din hear).... wht you wan ?

ME :: herbal tea .

Daddy :: HUHS ? your birthday you wan herbal tea ._.

ME :: ehhs ! NONONO ! i thgt you say now ._. i sore throat mahs ._. ums , birthday arhs , anything luhs , you decide .

(went out and tell sist immediately . she burst out ._. thn she sms mummy ._.)


so daddy decided to bring us all out for dinner . [:

eat sushi nehs ! [: WAHS , HAPPY LEHS !


DARILYN ,
all i need was you , nth else but you .

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

im sorry ]':

G , im sorry abt everything i've done , i knw its silly of me . but i really dont lik th way we are now . i guess its my fault , so i decided to apologise . i dont like th way you're lik avoiding me and neglecting me . im sorry . but i really dont like it . i dont like th way you chat with other girls , but i can let you , at times ... i dont like it whn is sense tht you're lying to me . i knw i am sensitive , im really really sorry . i lik those times we were joking ard , i lik those times we were chatting lik no one elses business , i lik those times whn we chatted in th middle of th night . i lik those times whn you told me th smiley were scary & tht why i kept on putting smiley . i lik those time whn we were guessing songs lyrics . i lik those times whn you dont allow me to get in your way . i lik those times whn we compared our talented stuffs . i hope tht everyday would be lik 16/6 . i hope if i did smth wrong , you'll tell me everytime . i hope our rls had super less/no problems . and if there is , let make it thru tgt . alrights ?

DARILYN ,
twoeightohfiveohnine , ily (L)

iRemember.


HHHHEEEELLLLLLLLLLLLLOOOOOOOOO ! [:
i can say its getting better , and its not ._. so im feeling average , but still painful .
went yishun ytd and got hit by fever ._. cool rights ? lik LOL luhs ! [;
anw , th fact is tht i slept in bus and mrt and got stuff by panadols at night ._.
these few day lik KNS liddat , here sick there sick . LOLS luhs ! ]':
anw , at least i can spam music !! LOLS , abit obsessed with music .
i always do ._. so its not a veh random thing ._.
suppose to be goin out today , watch transformer , my treat . xDD
but cancelled luhs , its damms sian one luhs ._. cause daddy tell mummy bring me go see doc .
in th end nvr see , only see mummy , see how she scold me and how she wan me cook ._.
hilarious luhs , its lik . super duper uber LOLS can ? Laughs [:
GRRR , im still sick lahs , hmms , abit abit giddy liaos , nvm , stop here bahs , [:
gonna buck up on work liaos ! i've slacking alot .
need meet up do homework liaos , sister not PS worhs (L)

Siewhua: Hello bigg one! Dont be disappointed, and cheer up yarh?, will lend u a listening ear if u want (: Get well soon (: Takkaires& tagged!
Siewhua: Anyways, go see doctor wor!! I think is throat infection (: Takkaires & drink lots of plain water uh!! No gasy drinks etc hor!! ;D
:: trying to cheer lahs [: you also nvr call me ._. how to tell you ? xDD try to get well luhs . mummy dw bring me go :x LOLS ! *pray hard not throat infection* LOLS , i'll take care [: i'll drink plain water adding you yeahs ? LOVE FLAVOR ! [: YES MDM ! [: (L)(L) LOVEYOU !
DARILYN ,
i nvr thgt loving you could be so hard , why are you trying to make me angry ? you really want us to be like this ? you might be gloating in frnt of your screen . i dont understand ... why ? whyy ? why are you doin this ?? ily & idw to lose you .

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

disappointed


BOOM BOOM POWWWWWWWW ! ]: {/L ;; 7 more days }
something happen , and this time , im real real disappointed .
sore throat till cant speak liddat . WTH i knw ._.
even swallowing hurt lik bloody damms freak hell ._.
went down buy breakfast , do errands . blahs blahs .
voiceless , so i wont be using phone or entertaining and freaking humans who wan me to talk .
din really have enough appetite 'bug' inside me for me to have th urge to eat .
frm 9++ till now , haven eat luhs , only drink 1 cup milo & 1 pack nutri tea [:
cooking barley , ltr preparing dinner , yadah yahah , *pray hard i wont burn it again*
LOLS , im a lil weird still . Haas , i loove cooking ! wahahaha !~ [:
i think i better give th doctotr a miss ? lols , eat apples ? [: nahs , throat hurts , better drink [:
--------aft xxx min---------------
okasy , xxx ? idk how long i went also lahs .
shld be more thn 30 mins , cause i washed bowl , prepare veg , and started cooking .
well , its early i knw , but idw ltr to rush thn burnt again . SOOOOO , jiu cook now ! [:
ard 3 liddat i jiu go cook soup & meat . thn 4.30 liddat jiu cook rice . thn dinner finish liaos .
WAHAHAHAH ! i smart right ? keke , thnks thnks [: LOLS ! [:
im bored !! some humans sms me ? or msn me ? *bang head*
imimimm BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED ! [:
nvm , ltr cure boredness , go cook ! [: HOHOHOHO ! [;
bro's getting on my nerves at time , but at least he care .
he asked me if im hungry , he wants to make bread for me .
but i told him its okays , he can eat it , my sore throat still hurts , ALOT .
so yeahs , but at least he's treating me better each day . rawks on ! [:
~~~~~~aft 30 mins~~~~~~
okays .... FINE , i admit , im a lil hungry . JUST A LITTLE !!!!
arghs , continue listening to songs and lying down on th comp table bahs [:
back ache , neck th bone there pani . voiceless , muscle tear again i think . haihs , troublesome .
i prefer sleeping , cause i wont feel any pain or hurt .
i wont feel burdened to ppl , and i wont go too emo / hyper .
hope if i can i wan to sleep lik forever ? at least i knw i wont feel hurt .
Haihs ,
Jolyne(:: HAHS.stupid fake chihuahua.hahs.kidding la.cute also.(: (CUTER THAN U
:: RAWRS ! is as cute as luhs ! WAHAHAH ! althou i knw i cant squeeze into tht cup lahs ._.

darren: why black ?
:: SKIN TONE [:

alson: why mus i *shut up* when u call me to O_O i dun wan u oso cannot do anything :O
:: ._.
DARILYN ,
i knw its mainly my fault , sorry .
all i knw tht not having you by my side would hurt me deep down .
i wan it to be lik last time , cause now , im feeling tired , so so tired .

Monday, June 22, 2009

]': moodless

BBQ details in previous post , do check it out .
Jolyne.L your chihuahua lahs [: happy ? ;P
isn't it cute ? you go mac ask for tht cup of 'drink' bahs ;P i GL liaos lahs .
ruled th kitchen & dinner tpnight with daddy [: rawks on !
sore throat's getting worse , i guess im goin to die soon .
Pubor , INYA . i've had enuf , im breaking down . Pubor !!!
i bet you dk how i feel right now . right ? I FEEL AWFUL ! totally AWFUL ! i read thing i shldn't . and practically , i broke down . you happy aint you . she say she feel happy talking to you . WOW ! great uhhs , i bet you feel th same way uhhs ? congrats , you found your real love , LMAT ! ARGHS ! im pissed out . okays ? i lied to you ytd night . i told you i was having insomnia . but i din , i was just waiting for you . waiting for you to ask me to call you . but you din . yes , and i cried myself to sleep . i got sick and you wont msg me until i do . im tooo sensitive i knw , but all these while , im lik this . and yes , idkw , but my tears cant seem to stop flowing down . shaggs , im being a weakling here . i knw i shldn't say this , but im sorry , i did . im being jealous here . and idt you'll stop by and read.

alson: my god!! ur tagbox got problem arh? i put that long ago actually....
:: oh shut up okays ?
DARILYN ,
my heart shattered , my tear gland broke. my heart spoke , but you'll nvr knw .

BBQ-rific .

HELLO ! sorry for not posting ytd :x
had some prob , will be stated ltr on [:

20JUNE- BBQ
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JAMES W !
i wont be stating any unhappy moments during BBQ , sorry .
woke at 8 ._. met pubor & small one ard my estate ard 12.40 .
bus down to hougang mall , shop ahile and bus back , to my house ! [:
YL & KC came also , thnks for th present [:
thn slack awhile thn decided go angmo buy stuffs .



meantime jiu meet edmund thn went there tgt , buy finish jiu go bbt shop [:
To my house , play keyboard , camwhore , gossip , POKER ! [:
thn use poker card play alot diff games , cause bored .
thn kailun & lionel came ._. Haas , [: aft tht , sam , andrew & hubert came .


thn pubor & edmund tell me heng & jon coming at 4+ , LOLS ! jiu go change luhs .
*smth happen (SKIP)* met heng , jon , edmund , kaijie , james at voiid deck .
while Pubor & small one help me carry things , thnks alot yeahs ! (L)
thn th rest help me go buy ice while me and pubor headed to BBQ pit .


help out abit abit , sun bian talk talk luhs , Haas , at ther start listen song . xDD
thn small one thy all came , help thm take th ice , thn thy went to chat , [:
sist pass me present , roflmao siols !!! Haas , give those thing , but thnks [:
shijie & larry came , but disappeared awhile ltr ._.


kent came awhile , chatted with him and he left [:
until 6+ , michelle came , and josson came also but forget wht time :X
thn i was lik , where xinyi siols ? i call her luhs ,
she say she lost her way , i jiu find her . fun lehs , machiam amazing race but only 2 clues ,
thn bring her back , gave me present on th way . chatchatchat , thn heng & jon bully michelle .


shijie and larry came back with bomb bags & kaijie & jon came back with th spray thing .
thy aim michelle ? LOLS , thn veh funny , but i knw thy had fun [:
*SKIP BBQ details ?*soon , many many came luhs , lost track liaos , Haas , [:
played murderer , sit at round table , thn heng saw smth , told Pubor .
thn Jon disturb luhs , aiya , bobian jiu tell . Laughs siols . thy cute lehs .
thn play lik 5 min blk catching jiu need cut cake , so jiu go luhs ,
thn take pic with both grandma 1st [: Haas, thnks cousin for helping to take pictures [:
slacked alot at th cake there .
thn ask friends come over sing and cut cake [: im happy [:
thn lionel thy all keep at there huat arhs ! LOLS ! funy luhs thm , no changes since 2006 .
thn pubor & jon went home .
thn th rest started playing blk catching while i kena frm hubert , KL , FH and andrew(?).
those cakes smell nice lahs , roflmao , thy tell me its facial ._.
veh good one somemore . LOLS LEHS ! kukumalu ._.
nvm , thn go find th rest for blk catching ,
alot ppl played , will state name ltr :x thn stopped ard 10:15 ?
edmund & xinyi went home [: th rest went at 11 ?
lols , tht time i fall seriously sick . Grrr , Haihs . nvm .
din have a good night rest .
thnks to tingfang , siewhua , edmund , yanheng , jonathan , kaijie , james , josson , bryan , michelle , xinyi , shijie , larry . & kailun , lionel , samuel , andrew , hubert , justus , darren , fenghua , zihow , joanne, jeffrey , chester , shaojie , kent , YL & KC ! for coming [:
not forgetting relatives & childhood [:
21JUNE -Family day ?
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JUTHAPORN !
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ZHEN WEI !
was still sick , so daddy cancelled th whole family outing ,
im guilty okays ? SORRY DADDY ! SORRY MUMMY ! SORRY SIST ! SORRY BRO !

stayed at home , brother ate my breakfast ._. arghs ! nvm .
din eat much for dinner either , sore throat , HARD TO EAT ! ]:
thn started slacking , cause i slept alot , due to medicine ._.


and sorry for not posting ytd as i totally din have th strength to .
so i'll be posting today , AND NOW ! [: may come back ltr lahs ;P
freak th comp ._. cant copy paste . wtf ._.

alson: u dunno i coming anot maybe i dun wanna come go meet friend LOL
:: you came ._.

anna 3t9: hi, you're linked! t.care, God bless! :-)_
:: you too [:

Jolyne(:: i wann CHIHUAHUAHUA!!! hahs.grr.
:: go buy luhs ;P

TINGFANG: PUBOR ! (: miss miss miss miss you D:
:: i MISS YOU TOO ! love you more ! [:



DARILYN ,
i waited for you , i waited for you to tell me to call you , but ... was it all my fault , perhaps so .