500 , emerging from the rest

Standing alone on the large meadow , it feels like you have everything under control . But think again , you're alone . You're lonely , no one's on the same line with you . Being neglected since 6 , I've always wanted to be in the lime light . To be important to people , to actually make a difference in their life . But my horoscope made me clingy , perhaps too clingy . We were born for a reason . Lets say , to make a difference in your parents life , to be their wonderful kids . But what if , you were the jinx like person ..? What if , you can never get the attention of your parents . Despite your excellent results since young , but because of this neglection . You turn wild , and bad . But still , not into any care or concern . Like a deep well you fell , you can't get out . Your results went bad , your heart turned grey . Seeking for the love , care and concern you want . you did so much . Fell in love and broke your heart . Be there for everyone and none was there when we needed someone . No one picked you up when you fall , no one bothered about you . Wondering , am I really here ? Or I'm just a illusion . Who am I ? What am
I here for ? Who's life am I changing .
Who ?

499 , hiking rocky mountains

Our avenger date was awesome , so was our sushi buffet ! Yumszxc ! ;) baby cant stop eating mentaiyaki ! ^^ had chance to meet MITHIO today , so damn happy :)))) planning orange's dinner too ! Can't wait to see them all ! Cds is awesome , my teacher just loves to release us early ^^ hehe ^^ saving up to buy more things for baby :)))) SIST bought me this awesome purple ribbon ^^ hehe !!! PURPLE & RIBBON !! ^^ YAY ME ! ^^ wanted to sleep but since my hair is still wet I changed my bed sheet too !

498 , at it utmost peak

I'll just skip on school :)
Wanted to watch avengers with baby on labour day . But things didn't go well . So I headed down to his house to surprise him :) well I succeed ^^
Anyway , wanted to watch the avengers and buffet . Then Boyf and Qi had this "conflict" haha ! Cause Cheryl and Qi bother watched avengers twice and because if we watched avengers at 1230/1250 we'll end at 3 and they will be left to lepak till then and they de ~ so we lunched and had kbbq with boyf , qi , cheryl , wengheng , evelyn and wanyin at night instead . Celebrated wanyin's birthday (belated) and LAN at parklane . Cabbed home with Boyf and Qi , and I spotted nymph (?) EEEEKKK :( and there were more ! (quoted from JiaQi) It's so disgusting ! Home @ 1+am .

Currently on train to meet baby at tanjong pagar (going there for 2 consecutive days now ~) icon village for sushi buffet and the avengers at night ! CIAOS :)