It hasn't actually been very long and very short in poly.
Time spent with friends can never seem to be enough, whereas time spent in class felt like forever. I haven't been a very good friend, classmate, groupmate. I am disruptive, loud, rude, and useless. And i was still pretty proud and arrogant. And when I get stressed sometimes i tend to rant and get mad for no reason at you people. Im sorry, for everything and for those times i kinda boss you all around . But i am very very glad and lucky who have a group of super awesome and wonderful friends who have stayed by me during these 3 years and even though they didnt say it, i've always kinda pissed them off here and there. I am very sorry. I wish i could turn back time and make everything right again. No matter how things would be, i'll still love you girls (and guys) the same. Xiexienimen . My days in poly would be so bad without you all . Let's still keep continue to be this close when we get older. I am also very guilty and sorry for always abandoning you all after class . my thoughts are all jumbled cause im pretty much in a mess as well .
And also to my boyf who have had me rant at him every now and then because of every little stress and he still love me more and more each time. Duibuqi . It's been hard on you, it'll be harder for us when you enlist, lets make everything worthwhile okay ?
*ps ; everything written above is for you too.
Today is the official last school work i have to attend and accomplish, no more school till graduation. No more breakfast with my fav people every morning, no more stoning at school benches because i went too early . But time spent with people i love is something i can never get back and i'll always cherish .
Thank you all for everything, xoxo
// job interview went well .
// mum's finally spending time for herself and is on her way now to ipoh. Have fun mummy♥