491 , dilemma

seriously , i swear my mum's being a bitch can -.- i mean seriously, she can talk nicely to everyone except me . go out settle her handphone , and i stayed at home with brother , was starving like mad and she didnt even bother . K , come home only kp . i want eat dinner already ask me do chores -.- eat halfway scold me . eat finish also scold -.- never wash laundry also scold . never hang her laundry also scold (please luh , she didnt even ask. if i touched her things without permission confirm kena scold. that time keep her laundry only she scold like i did some major illegal things -.-). never keep things properly also scold . scared dad kp her she scold me -.- the fuck is this fucking shxt -.- kept saying she's not bias . jiang zhen de , fuck siaaa

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490 , This Smile

been working , and eating twice as much . This girl , is getting fat . but its okay i guess . i have an awesome boyf who would love me even if im fat . no worries , a smile , this smile , is just perfect :)

489 , dreams and you .

26-28mar : mithio chalet
29mar : refresh 3
9-14apr : FOW/FOC .

I'm sorry I can't spend more time with you :( im sorry :( let's meet in weekends too okay ? Idw to just spend time with you in the office ^^ ,I'll owe you back this times okay ?

488 , scenario

Let's say , A steals B money & B scolds A . Who's at fault ?

C comes and scold B for scolding A . And chide B in front of A while A cries . But C did not scold A in front of B . And when B spoke up . C scolded B . C asked B why she scolded A , while trying to explain . C cuts in and say its B fault for scolding A . And said B scolding A and A stealing B's money is two different story . In the end , it's B fault . Wtf is this shxt -.- C wants B to apologize to A , and did not ask A to apologize to B . When B always got scolded by C for withdrawing money to EAT -.- then C drags in D and insult B for learning from C & D . And still , A is still crying . C always treats A better , while D treats B better . So how the hell would B knows if C really scolded A or not ?! And B got blamed for money being stolen and scolding the thief -.- B was never right , while A & C always were .

In actual fact , D is oldest follow by C , A then B . B in real life , is a middle child . FUCK THOSE BITCHES WHO MADE HER LIFE SO FUCKING FUCKED UP .

fuck life , fuck you -.- nonsensical immature biased -.- thanks for showing me how awesome you are at your position . Thanks for showing me 24/7 for years how bias you were , how awesome you were . You were great . But you treated me worse then them . How are you gonna explain this . If you said you didn't . Go ask around ! Oh wait , everyone else is in your side . Good job .

484 , holidays .

Celebrated 7th months with baby few days ago on tuesday at T.G.I.F , the food was really awesome and I loved the vintage design of the outlet ! ^^ kekekeke . Been working with baby since Monday ~~ hehe ! First time working in office ! ^^ sist bought portuguese egg tart back ~~ damn SHIOK ! KEKEKE

Had a crazy day with mithio year1s meeting . Head off with aizat to meet Yvonne , jon and eddy , Not forgetting Joey and her boyf ^^ went for sakae buffet , Joey left soon after . Then Andre came followed by Daryl . 7of us randomly speaking and laughing damn loudly plox ! HAHAAH ! Then Andre left and so did Yvonne . Th five of us head off to suntec while I get my pay . Met up with Momo , qianying , wenkai , panyu and Joyce . While they head off for subway dinner aizat left, Jon eddy and I went to find Clive to slack . Lepak at subway with alot of craps after that ~~

487 , (insert title)

Taking a deep breathe as I walk along the dimly lighted pathway alone . Hearing the silences as my watch ticks twice as fast as my foot step . Embracing the cold wind that passes by as I hold back my tears . The knife stabbing nerve wreaking feeling felt . Unmasking myself as I walk , telling myself "hey you, you had a long and tough day today. Please be strong and hold on even if you don't know what's gonna happen next" .

486 , Penguin ♥

i am a coward, i cant bring myself to say everything i want. guess you might be reading this, so i'll just type it out here. if you dont see it, then its cool i guess.
i wish you could take a lil more initiatives,
i wish you could prompt me if i didnt reply for a long time.
i wish you would randomly call me telling me you miss me or give random night calls .
i wish you could always find a topic if we ran out on one.
i wish you'd confide in me more, cause i want to be able to help.
i wish to stop all this no-emoticons-sms / cold replies, it seems like a quarrel. i hate this.
i wish you'd really understand my point .
i wish to see your smile more often if we were out together.
i wish you'll make the decision, cause im afraid you wont like what i decide or you'll think im bossy.

i wish , i wish , i wish . i wish you'll never stop trusting me, cause trust is the most important thing in a relationship.

i love you ♥
i really do , please do not give up on me , please do not let me go .

485 , T-U-M-B-L-R (L)

484 , Leap Year

Feb29 ,
went shopping with baby @ orchard area ! we didn't buy much items , but we bought food instead ! HEHE :x
guess what ! baby and i just changed our phone cases to this uber cute penguin case !! ^^ cutee maxxx ! :> i think im starting to adore penguins ! KEKEK ! ^^

i should bring my camera out more often ! :( just bought 6 apparels online , DAMNNNNN :((((( i need to work fast ! update soon ! ciaos ~~