im really sorry to Pubor abt smth tht happened ytd .
im sorry , im truly truly sorry . (L)
(words in light purple=wht ppl told me)
Yes , im naive , im gullible , im just plain jane .
im sorry to everyone whom i may have offended w/o myself knowing .
im sorry to everyone , really sorry .
Yes , i hate being alone , i hate being left out .
everyone hates tht . everyone detest it .
Yes , im crazy , im mad , im random , i emotional , etc .
i've bad character , bad attitude , bad me ...
but thts me , overall im still me ..
Yes , 'sinhui , you need to change ..' , 'sinhui , pls change lehs..' ,
'sinhui , you can be a better person' , 'sinhui , reflect on yourself'
'sinhui , your attitude & character seriously ... pls do smth abt it '
Yes , i knw . im trying bits by bits to change ..
im doing many things , but i cant succeed ...
i may have been a real jerk , a real failure ...
im sorry tht i've been such sucky in th past .
Yes , im too violent , i need to be gentle ...
comments abt me was heard frm long long time ago ..
'sinhui , can you stop being so violent ?' , 'sinhui , try to be more gentle can?'
Yes , i just THGT abt changing ..
and i seriously didn't do anything abt it .
im sorry tht i may have been real bitchy ..
'sinhui , pls lahs , change lehs .'
Yes , i was a real flirt in th past .
i had been told by many ppl , many time .
i knw i can be better , i shld have listen , im sorry .
'sinhui , you damms flirt sehs , you shld stop'
Yes , due to many many reasons ,
many detest me , loathe me .
'sinhui , you knw alot ppl hate you?'
Yes , i've loud piercing annoying voice .
and this irks many ppl , i understand .
'sinhui , control your volume' , 'sinhui , can you just shut up' ,
'sinhui , lower down your pitch' .
Yes , im bad at studies , or mainly lazy .
parents , tcher , majority said tht i can if i wanted to .
'sinhui , you can score well one , pls study okays ?' ,
'sinhui , study hard . i knw you can make it' ,
'sinhui , idk if you've been studying , but i knw you're a smart student' ,
'sinhui , you can fool ard during sec1 & 2 , but now , you're in sec3 , its different , pls buck up .'
'sinhui , studying is for your own future , pls work hard .'
Yes , im at times childish and petty .
sometimes i bear grudges , but will soon forget thm .
Yes , i stupid , dumb and retard .
i have not thgt abt being real nice .
im slow too .
but now , i promise to change ..
posting this on blog , this whol page full of words .
i will change , i want to change , i can change .
Yes , and as a friend , i need your help upon giving me time to change .
helping me to change , letting me knw upon my mistake .
pull me up whn i fall , give encouragement , and last but not least .
be there whn i need you .
i know i may have said many times tht i want to change .
and i didn't really have done according to wht i said , im real sorry .
for as this time , i really need your help .
and im sorry if i haven't been a good friend to you (L)
truly sorry (L)
and again , sorry pubor , im really really sorry . (L)
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DARILYN ,
once again , i've told you ... idk how you're gonna think abt me ... but this time , its real ..
