361. CagedBird .

Life's been rather brittle , GinnyLee & DarrenNg .

Ginny Gluesniffed (pun gum right ?) , and hence jumped off a building not long ago .

and 4 days ago during halloween this year , Darren got killed . And im sure thy're other more who left th rest . Their abrupt left brought about many sorrows .. i wish you teo would Rest In peace , and Darren , worry less , They'll receive their punishment. RIP .

What if , Just what if i left , just like them ..? What's gonna happen ..? :(

Life , What does it mean ?

Family , How Long willl they be dependable ?

Friends , How long will they be there for you ?

My heart is caged , no matter how much i do , i can't seem to break free . so is life , its hurting me to be in it .. Family doesn't seem to understand me much despite always being there but not listening to me .. Friends , Their life is still full of colours even without me . So what exactly is my goal ? My life ? Lets say , whn im interest in smth , there'll always be someone to dash it . and whn someone ask me to get my interest in another thing , i can't seem to love it ..

now , life's building up more walls around me , i dont seem to see th end ... No one is breaking those wall down anyway . i guess its time for me to be independent and fly free on my own . i've gotta learn , i can't depend anymore . th more i depend , th weaker i get , right ?

Eileen :hello...how's your o-level ???
:: Hello , Not bad still uhs (:

ahforgetit,life'shard:( idwtothink,imhurtingMORE.-'-
even without facing th mirror , i can still easily see th cracks and hurt you gave my heart ...

Withlovez ,
DARILYNblackRszxc.

360th post . life overturned

Whats wrong with me :( every fucknig finger is pointing th fuckhell @ me . whtthfarkiswrong ?!

yes , i feel like dying now -.-

i wanna shout , swear and curse while facing th big sea , only thn th breeze would easily bring my troubles away from me :(

now idk if i can attend UKISS 19Nov concert :( idk if i can receive their album :( idk even know if i could buy my camera , :'(

FML LAHS !

forget it , gotta start eating choco & ice cream to cool down , ah -.- i should start exercising mans -.- bbyong .

Withlovez ,

DARILYNblackRszxc .

2010.11.02 , Cycling (L)

-Happy Birthday Samsam :) -

geog was a terrorrrrrrrrrrrr today :( haven't been studying hard *badgirl* :(

alrights , went home thn and yuppszxc , went cyclingszxc ! :D happydieme . (: TEEHEE !

was late for meeting w/ edmund & lucas . OPPS , TEEHEE ! hope on bus th immediate bus and meet jolyne & clarence on it (: alight & "reconile" with tingfang , alvin & jeremy ...went in and saw e2 cliques , okays . skip , ate @ mrchicken , went up to arade and play . camwhore with Jolyne & tingfang :) waited for Ernest & zoey to come . Pei her go toilet thn *MAGIC* LOL ! okays skipskip .

went to pasirris park thn , rent bike & start biking , much fun ! especially at th playgroundddd ! :D funfunfun , played at th beach and cracked lame stuffs and started drawing , check out facebook ^^V fine , i know im kiddy , but i dont mind :D at least im having funnnnnnnnnnnnnn ! :D :D :D :D :D however , i decided to be alone after tht , HAHA ! dont ask why . TYVM :x

return bike , thn had little talk with Zoey , Thanks girl :) and Jolyne , SMILEszxc kays ? :) Tingfang , must do your best kays ? :) you three better remember i love you :)

HAHA ! im evilllllllll ! :D anyway , gotta start reading up SS :( *STRESS* ttm , and after tht its MT thn MCQ , AND ITS FREEDOMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM ! :D Just a few more steps away :)

gotta start checking up on my camcam ^^v Bbyong ! :D

Withlovez ,

DARILYNblackRszxc .