It gets me everytime I see someone my age driving .
I'm just so jealous how they have a car . And that their family is more well to do .
I wish we're just more well to do . But then again , I shouldn't complain . But I can't help feeling sour .
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x Car
Sometimes I feel neglected .
But with you I feel like I have everyone's attention .
Sometimes I feel lonely .
But with you it feel like we can go on forever .
Sometimes I feel hurt .
But with you it feels like can only be happy .
Sometimes I feel unloved .
But with you I feel like the luckiest and most loved person in the world .
But sometimes , despite the bright hot sun , it rains .
And sometimes , despite the bright cloud , it darkens .
And I'm afraid , cause it meant nothing is forever and I might even loose you one day . I never want that day to come , I never want to regret any moment I had with you , I never want us to drift apart , I never want us to quarrel . That is why I need assurance , thats why I love you more everyday , that's why I annoyed you with silly stuffs everyday and that's why I apologize and talk to you everytime despite it wasn't my fault .
Did I not deserve any of these back ? I gave up my covers , I lost some friends , I put down my ego and pride . All for you , the one that meant the most to me .
It hurts me to know you're not doing anything about it , anything about me . It's like , you don't bother if i exist . And it won't make any difference to you and your life if I left , but it will to me ....
There will be times when the skies cry , but the ground will always be there .
But when the times I cry , will you be there ..?
6 August is a good day and always will be . Happy 2nd anniversary to me and my fat baby . I love you and whatever you've done for me . Thank you for accepting me despite so much flaws I have . Thank you for always being 24/7 here for me . I'm sorry I wasn't able to take care of you during this period cause we're both sick . :( my bad . 2 years isn't short neither is it long . But every obstacle we face , let's never give up okay ? Let's walk through everything together ^^ so much things to say but all I'll be saying have already been said . So i shall not be naggy and I LOVE YOU BBY ♡♥
Thank you for your victoria secrets' s gift . I love you ♡♥
Hope you love the book I did (for a year) and the key chain ^^ ♡♥
