th 195 times asking ,

Can.I.Love.You.Forever? (L)

HELLOS ! HOHOHO , sorry for mia-ing for so long .

th rehearsal was so fun lahs , th 20 of us , bonded [:

this week was normal , exams were sucky .

got back physics , its was quite of a border line luhs ._.

nxt week goin have ssp everyday alrdy . veh tired luhs .

ltr not sure if goin out and meet nephew . LOLS !

im finally relaxed abit from everything tht hav happened .

oh well , i need a job ! help me find anyone ? [:

blog-hopping ard , just feeling super duper bored lahs .

smsing with LH now , he damms blurr lahs . laughs .

met up with LY & LH ytd , was so damms crazy las . funny bodohs .

alrights , shall stop . there's gonna be a new mem in th house soon .

its th maid , wonder how she's like . im scared of her :x

lols , i've gone bonker lahs , emotionally unstable this few days .

so if i've offended anyone , im seriously sorry . really !
mummy , i knw you care , i know you're working veh hard outside .

i wan a job & you know tht , you said i'll be veh tired . but i dont care .

you say you wan me go tuition . now this family is having so much prob .

sis & bro dont wan help . thn let me . i dont care how hard its gonna be .

im part of th family , i wan to help . no matter wht , i wan to support th family .

i know i've been complaining how hard CCA is , its not hard at all .

i dont quite like CCA , thts all , i dint tell you . cause you wan me to be in it .
i dont wan see you sad , cause i know you're also stress , more stress thn me .

mummy , plsplsplspls , if there's anything i can help , tell me . i'll help .

i'll try to find a job ard th vincinity . and help with th finance in th family .

im th one who splurge alot on irrelevant items . im sorry , but i'll change .

i know mostly every mth i'll be bursting my bills , and daddy'll scold .

i'll cope even if i cant , i'll help look aft this family . i'll do anything for you all .

i know i havent been good this few days , complaining abt CCA and stuffs .

i know it does piss you off . im dumb to not follow instruction carefully .

im stubborn as i also do things my own way . i know all this . i know everything .

i know daddy is working late & hard for this family . he never complain .

but he's tired everytime he coems home , so at times , he'll go out and drink .

i dont blame him . he buys food home even if its late , cause he know we'll be hungry .

he seldom scold at home , he's keeping everything in him , its hard but he'll try .

MUMMY ! DADDY ! I LOVE YOU ! trust me , i'll support this family (L)

Russell: Yay a happy waffle is a delicious waffle!. but ur still inedible.
:: HEY ! but im still a waffle , Haas [:
Weiling: eh your heading der chinese words gt mistake lah !!
:: really , din notice , thnks for telling [:
yuxiang: OMG I CAN SEE YOUR TAGBOARD HAHAHA. no need change blogskin liao
yuxiang: but i'm going to ask you to change your blogskin anyway just to irritate you ^^,
:: evil ! lols , hmms , im gonna irritate too . but idk how ._.
yinqqinq(: oh here's your tag (: takecares! Cya in sch [:
:: cya in sch too ! [:
Siewhua: Hello bigg one (: Tagged takkaires (:
:: HELLO SMALL ONE ! [: you take care too ! (L)

DARILYN ,

lost & found , now im inferior .
FakeASmile ; FeignALove ; FreeALife ; FindAGuy .

not th same as you , im just

Perfectly , imperfect [:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CLARENCE KKH !!

HEY READERS ! im so in a high mood today alrights ?
went to visit granny just now , uncle drive us there .
thn was at there from 11.45 till 1.145 [: HOHOHO .
Bro was being a monkey in public & he ask aunt to buy things . .
ohwell , went home thn , cousins drove us home [:
told mummy , she made a small rant at me , but i dont blame her .
it felt weird as first , but well , she has to look aft sis at home .
she thn sms me telling me i've change my attitude by lot [:
and yes , i've to thnks everyone who was there for me , changing me .
but there's someone i really had to give a big gratitude to [:
The Person is Kaijie . yes , its him .
His last message was to ask me to change . and i kept it till now .
His previously 'negative comments' increases on my toleration & patience [:
His Recent 'shh' has become th strength of keeping silence .
His 'taking away my comfort zone' told me not to be selfish , and to think of others .
His 'happy-go-lucky ness' taught me to cope with things no matter wht .
His 'Never give up' gave me pretty much motivation in life.
and yes , he was th biggest help in my change of attitude and thinking [:
THANK YOU VERY MUCH !!! [:
Other thnks ::
to Russell who keep giving super sarcastic remarks tht pissed me off .
but his jokes to cheer me up , Thnks alot RUSSELL ! [:
And to HanRou , Feli , cherie & more , who was there to cheer me and accompany me .
and yes , common test is starting from tml .
i guess i wouldn't be on9 till wed , which marks th end of it .
or mayb till fri , as i've to rest for th rehearsal at RP on thurs , 5pm-12mn [:
tight schedule , and holidays practice is also finish scheduling ._.
can bang wall die lahs , gosh lehs , stress stress , but i know how to cope [:

went to sch web , saw Xcountry photos , its damms UNGLAM okays ? ._.

Hmms , eng & physic on mon . e maths & chem on tues . A maths & SS on wed ...
ohwell , better end here , cause darrel's gonna complain my chunk of words ._.
and i've to prepare dinner , clean th house and revise , im like th maid -,-

Brandon: Please waffle i to entertain me not you ..
:: LOLS , but anw , you cheered me up [: thnks [:
Jia Wei: i doubt i will bully her..
:: Good [: last long long okays ? [:

DARILYN ,
thnks for everything you've done [:

if only i could change life ,

Thn everything will be Just fine . (L)


hellos everybody ! as can see , im back [:
Sch was as normal . like always :x
BUT RUSSELL'S GOIN OVERBOARD !!!!!!!
wed went to hall to see camp videos , mr pang gave one to me [: YAY .
household , sch and many more is stressing me up . im goin crazy .
times really flies , and many do changes , alot i shld say .
yes , im like veh emo and sad in class recently , due to stress i suppose ?
BRANDON CHICKY ! thnks for cheering me up in class yeas ,
you rocks mans ! well , start waffle-ing more . Haas :x thnks & ILY !
thy've changed in their heart , their character and many more .
reminisce th past no longer has its use ? as th past will never come back .
hoping tht everything was still as fine , but its impossible .
thy've changed , and nth anyone could do to bring thm back .
Darleng , dont sad alrdy okays ? no matter wht happens , i'll stand by your side .
like hw you stand by me , i'll nvr leave you to face thm alone . alrights ?
always rmb , im just 8 numbers away from you [: ILY !
getting ready for Common test next week , i've yet to prepare .
GOSH !! how to survive ? yes , and i've to buck up . I MUST !!!
Darrel & Alicia , dont sad alrdy alrights ? i'll start praying for thm [:
stay strong , cause thy'll nvr want to see you 2 sad [: alrights ? ILY !!!
suppose im typing too long ? alrights , shall end , NUFFNANG (L)
cya [: study hard [:

LF: U reply wrongly huh ?
:: kinda , too tired tht day ._.
yinqqinq: hahs(: do link me ups? xD thks thks cya in sch! [: takecarres!!!
:: sure do [: cya [:
zihow: haha lol no offence LF, but since when you became a lady? tagged.
:: Sorry lahs :x i tot he's not male anw , no offence :x
YiXian: SinHui, where you get the Before leaving pictures, i dun have leh....
:: th CD luhs [:
Darrel: HAHA yes ah! I be parapazzi, go stalk TYK
:: Good idea [: i support you !!!
edmund: ALL THE BEST FOR YOUR COMMON TEST SWEETIE.
:: erms , okays .
ERNEST: PASSSSSSSSEDBY {!}
:: LOLS ! i'll PASSYOU BY [:

DARILYN ,
i've learn to be strong , i've learn to love .