This girl , is unique . She was introvert , a smart girl . But she has th mentality of doing-it-tomorrow . First picture taken with her , it was a thursday , Engfund lab . #neverforget . She's upset with today's math exams , she was upset . we went for an adventure , random bus random stop . we ended up at dhoby ghaut , coolhuh :) first bus @ TP's stop , 13th BusStop . VROOMVROOM , ended up directly , zhunzhun at dhoby . we chatted , HTHT to be exact . we've so many similarities , we're going back on adventure mode as long as there's no exams . Dear Girl , regarding what we've spoken just now , please decide wisely . idw you to have any regrets , do take away your comments of your mom alright ? im gonna take back all my words i've said about my mum , hopefully it doesn't come out again :) please please please remember , im here if you need help . anytime okay ? we both aint decision makers , but someday you'll have to make your own decisions okay ?
Its a fun but tiring day , i hope my tedious studying of maths will get me an A *PRAYHARD ! :(
♥ } D A R I L Y N L O V E Z .
Time Now is 10:49pm , which is 1hour 39 min after i've blogged previously , i dont wish to say this but look , i've no choice . you know we're at loggerheads , i dont understand why ! why their presences ? i dont get you , you told me not NOTNOTNOTNOT to provoke them , look NOW . WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO ME !?! i've got more reasons to scold FML now , you're th cause of everything ! i dislike you ! you brought them home , you made them hate me more , THIS IDGAF . but look MOM , you care for them more then me , may i know who's your blood ? OHWAIT , i was picked from th dump right ? you were th one who told me this , you build me up , you tore me down . Dear mum , i've been always here beside you , you couldn't see me . its alright , you can scold swear hit and anything . but please , i beg of you PLEASE , please dont be th reason why daddy is doing this please :'( will you every know how much i cried because of you ? this is not th first time i am typing such a long note for you on blog . i know you'll never gonna read it . even if you did , i doubt you'll do anything to it . you told me you aint bias to anyone , LOOK MUM LOOK ! have you realised you've NEVER really talked to me about anything , im always th last out of th three to know something . i've always try to speak nicely to you , but all i get was your attitude , i never want to speak back , cause we always brew quarrel . i've always deleted all this long post , cause i felt guilty , cause i regretted . but this time , im gonna post this . i will . please dont do this to me anymore , please . im feeling so fucked up , please care for me . please spare a thought for me , your child , your blood , your daughter , your middle child , your foreversuffering lil girl here . P L E A S E :'(
last question before im leaving this page , Do you still love me ?