sick again :x

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO WENRUI !~

AFTERRNOOOOONNNNN HUMANS ! [:
Once again , im back . Haas , [:
im lik freaking sick again , haihs , but lucky all is minor minor one ._.
Haas , life's a lil bored . [: but its fun .
OHMY ! i haven do my homeworks :x LOLS !
&& i was told once again tht some ppl cant come . ohfuck .
this is JUST SO 'GREAT' , ARGHS ! pissed pissed ._.
A.B.C.D.E.F.G.H.I.J.K.L.M.N.O.P.Q.R.S.T.U.V.W.X.Y.Z.
im gonna freakingly cool down ._. hard but .....
OHFREAK :x CCA starting ._.
have to go luhs , senior liaos . Haas [":
nvm , 3 day , 1 day 3 hr . Worth lahs [: got aircon [:
i a lil bit sot lahs . Hees , used to it jiu okays liaos luhs [:
im still troubled ]: Haihs ,

i've to thnks G alot alot [:
thnks for being there for me yeahs [:
feeling a lil down these days , but thnks [:
Dark choco , mocha [: for you soon . Haas , im good .
and and and , do your homework [: thn go out play .
Haas , andandand your competition coming liaos , goodluck yeahs [:
i knw im not being a good human , sorry .
troubles pulling me down , emotions hard to control .
hope you dont mind lahs , its nightmare these days .
pray hard its wonderful , hope you can really be there yeahs .
am i really incapable of finding someone who love me ? i knw im worthless . i knw i aint those girls guys wished for , i knw im just plain stupid . i dont like th way you speak to me abt other girls , i knw im being sensitive , but sorry . i cant help it . i never ask you to stop mixing with girls . i let you be , cause thts your life . i often get th wrong idea abt stuffs , but th end of th day , i love you . and i hope you wont keep anything frm me and not neglect me . is it possible ? [L] sorry for th attitude i gave you . all i asked for was just you to be with me , and chat on th phone to pass th days , is it so difficult ?
end here bahs ,
NUFFNANG ! ciaoszxz

DARILYN ,
even if its hard , i'll try to make you happy .
im trying to change my conception , but somehow it seems tht you wont let me .