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What's Kinship ? What's Family ? What's ... Home ...? :(

In this family , i no longer hold th slightest stand to speak . Everything i seem to do doesn't even seem to please you . who am i exactly to you guys ..? im having th exams yet i don't even get support from you guys . Whats wrong ? can you see tht everything is hurting me .

Change ,

is th only word i heard from you guys in th gentlest tone , there's not a fuck wrong thing with me . I treat people th way thy treat me . Look , Mum and sist just can't stop with th insults , everyday .. Bro never fails to kick , beat and scold me . As a mother , i thgt you'll know wht to do . IM SO WRONG . and think , how much things i've told you recently ? Can't you ever know thtn i want things between us to CHANGE ? to IMPROVE ? NO ! YOU DONT ! and all you did was malign me just cause you heard th PART from YOUR dearest baby son , WHAT ABOUT ME ?! haven't you ever spare a thgt for me ? I've been living for S.I.X.T.E.E.N. YEARS alrdy , and you can jolly well tell bro to NOT insult his classmate , cause whn thy do it back to you . You'll never like it , wht abt all these you're doing to me ? C'mon , You said you might be joking , I.CAN.SEE.IT.TOO. BUT please , whr's your fucking limit ? YOU EVEN TELL ME THT EVERYONE'S PATIENCE HAS A LIMIT . AND WHT TH FUCK IS ALL THIS FUCKING THING BREWING IN TH HOUSE ? C'mon , Home no longer feels warm .. Not to me anymore , you know why ? cause all th love has been removed between us , you might deny whn you read this . take a look in th past , all those lovely memories , but now ..? its horror , its nightmare . but you'll never know . dont you ? You never bothered about anything i do , neither does it bother you . i never wanted this from th start , but everything , EVERY.SINGLE.LITTLE.THINGS , i do , doesn't seem important ...

do you know how much thgt i gave for me to be able to type ALL these ? i never wanted to disgrace you , but tht day @ mac ? WHT HAVE YOU DONE ?! you know i dont like it , no one ever does . sorry , but do reflect ..

Withlovez ,

DARILYNblackRszxc.