403 ,

Fireworks : it comes and go . its beautiful but short .

Had so much trouble recently , seriously , i mean it . everything's not going well . its like , i've been trying so hard for so much stuffs . but all i get was nothing . ohwait , i did get all th naggings , scolding and those terrible rolling of eyes . it sucks pretty much . Th guys are out having fun @ chalet , i do wanna go . i mean it . seriously . like i said , nothing is going well . i wont expect much . gonna accept life , im never getting my wish fulfilled . i really dont understand why people wanna lock their blog -.- i mean it . so relatively they can scold others without thm knowing ? i rather th pen it down , thn to keep people in suspense . im feeling rather negative now , so dont mind . so many things happen , and if you were to be in my shoe . you're gonna feel th same . imagine being scolded everyday , or facing those gloomy face everyday , its gonna bring your mood down . and if you failed in so many things , like appeal and so on . come on , there's reason why people wore mask , literally . im sick of everything , i wanna escape from reality . hello fairygod mother , i think i need you . find me soon . Thanks .

i miss all th times with you :'( and obviously , you . Yes , i think i love you .

YoursTruly ,
DARILYNlovez BlackRszxc .