Just,

So many things i wanna say, but i can't make it to word. And i don't know where to spill it to.

Boyf's having fieldcamp now, pretty much considered on my own.

Work's a little off the road and tough, but i can still take it. Every job is difficult in their own way, you just gotta find the most comfortable way around it. And as much as im being so worn out, im thankful for my always-hearing-my-rants boyf for no complaining a single thing and for the girls who've been with me through out.

Im scared and excited, Im happy yet heartbroken. Finally gonna be official, meaning there's no gossiping and playing around in class. But i get to work and earn more. I finally wash my hands of trying to get everything in order, and it also means i wont be able to see them as often. I'm gonna miss them like how im missing daeson while he's having field camp now...