to kaka ;; siister! i love you larhhs! good luck for LAST paper..ILY!
post ltr.. nw go maple..xDD
SINHUI. KAMGONGx3
Tuesday, May 6, 2008
FINE! I HAD ENOUGH..! AM I TRULY YOUR CHILD?? TREAT ME LIKE A MAID?? WHY MUST EVERYTHING BE ME?? ALL SCOLDING GOES TO ME! ALL BAD THING GO TO ME! CANT GOOD THINGS HAPPEN?? I FAILING IN EVERYTHING! LOVE, STUDIES, NOW THIS! t'chers, him, friends, family! wat am i to do?? im nt strong enuf to hold all tis burden.. keeping it in my heart will oni cause more troubles.. can anione truly help me?? i nid help! i nid my superman!.. pretty please?? chores are done by me.. scolding goes to me.. good luck?? goes to them.. wat do i get?? NTH..i had enough.. its over my limit.. i tired.. soo soooo tired.. can anione help? NO.. i truly had enough.. i cant handle it ANYMORE. now is still currently exam period.. STRESSED.. sis can go out anytime she wants.. anywhere, with whoever.. i cant.. y?? too young?? wat?? u ask me to find a job in dec last yr.. i couldn't find ani.. nw im looking for a job and u wun allow. yeahhs.. cos tis yr streaming.. i can understand. how come she doesn't nid to do anithing?? is she a princess in ur heart?? and im jx a maid?? sis N bro get all th care.. but wat do i get?? NTH.. I HAD ENOUGH!.. am i loved by u all?? u forbid me on anithing.. but nt sis.. y are we treated differently?? im crying but ani1 noes?? NO.. NO NONONONONO.
THX BESTAYE && BESTY!
i think i'll stop for now.. SINHUI.
Monday, May 5, 2008
TAGGS REPLY ::
to JOEY ;; kkaes nuer.. tctc.. ILOVEYOU
to BELLE ;; LINKKED.. tctc.. ;DD
HELLOS PEEPS!!. backks.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HONEY YTD!!!. HAPPY 1YR 1 MTH WITH KG DORAEMON!! I LOVE YOU 2!!!.. SPBT!.
im sooo confused. super confused.. he seems to be running away from me.. i knew tis wud happen all along.. but din noe its so soon.. im nt sure if we're still frens. can u gib me a reply?? & i noe.. in order for u to be happy, i have to let go.. i cant.. but now.. im currently trying.. but it hurts so much.. ISLY!. -人是自私的,经常爱的起却放不下。 -如果能让我重新再来,我希望我不会出现在你面前。 -爱是两厢情愿的,单靠一方勉强维持也不会长久。 -遇到可以爱的人,也真正爱过了,就是幸福。 -只要能跟心爱的人在一起,即时受尽委屈也愿意忍下来。 -到了最后,可能不敢再爱。那么该怎么去爱或如何不爱,的确需要好好学习,如此才爱得起别人和自己。 -因为期待,所以愿意等候;因为期待,所以甘愿付出。可是,事实往往不是那么一回事, 期待越大,受到的伤害越重;期待越久,失望的心情越沉重。 因为害怕被拒绝, 害怕期待落空,所以只好退却。
all this is so true whn it happen.. so now.. perhaps.. i gonna let go?? cos it hurts.. or i won;t give up.. but jx look at him frm afar.. these are my decision for now.. nth else more.. if anithing happen, i'll blog again.. alright?? if he happens to pass by my blog, u're welcome to reply.. i'll stop here.. post other time.. have to buck up for exams.. trying nt to be emo.. can i?? i nid help.. advice.. anione??!! PLEASE!!.