439 , insecurity

Insecurity , i guess this feeling is normal ? Maybe not , i feel so emotional recently , i dont like it either . i feel like speaking to JLLT , but she's having her prelims now . Thjy is having so much fun with her sec school clique i dont wish to bother her . Tf , i dont know how to start it with her . i sound stupid dont i ? Truth is , i am . There's no way im denying th fact . No way , i wont be here in this course if i studied harder and use more brain juice and get into psychology . But , this is fate . i met 5 awesome girls and a awesome boyf . i can't deny this either . But WHY , am i feeling this way ? i tumblr before blogging , hoping i'd feel better ... it doesn't seem so uh ?
my back has been hurting so much recently , even those salonpas thing doesn't even help anymore , making it worse . Im dying soon ? Haas , then i can see who really care , and see if im correct . i want to head out , only then i can truly relax myself and forget everything , for that short period .
Have been staying at home watching "Brilliant Legacy" , its a very nice show :) and doing chores , sounds stupid uh ? Some ask why i didn't head out , why i didn't work . "I'm tired , I'm lazy , I just don't feel like it" HAH , what great excuses i have , Toldya im stupid . believe me now ? This is th third week of holidays , and i've been out for , 4 times for 2 movie , 1 kbox and 1 swim . OH , and once for job interview . Let me see , th rest im just heading out for dinner at my house here with family and buying food grocer . PATHETIC , i've spend 21 on these stuffs . i've 5 weeks left , no one gonna ask me out -.- #admitit . Im not as famous as you think . They've made themselves hi bye friends . what kind of friend is this .

AHFUCKITWHYAMIPMSINGATTHISTIME-.-

Withlovez ,

♥ } D A R I L Y N L O V E Z .

438 , Movie & swimming ~

Hello fellow readers :D How are you doing , for poly students , you are having holidays now right ? ITE students , its coming :D Dear O & N level students please work hard . Also for JC peeps :) your holidays will soon come and you'll soon get what you deserve alright ? ^^v

Its a First Monthsary with baby on 6/9 (L) he bought a cake , can you believe it ! SWEET TTM CAN ! AWWWW :D
Headed Out on wed , 7/9/11 with Boyfriend and Qiang for SMURFFFFS :) Actually Shaun couldn't make it , but still , due to some #onceinablueoon , he came ! :D This was how our day went . met up with weiqiang first , cause he was super early , at nex , Bought tickets and waited for Boyf to come . Gene munched at Carls while me and qiang crapped alot , srsly , ALOT :) they decided to "L4D" at old srg inter , playing around with some scenes from L4D , pretending to be crazy humans , then shaun called :D say he couldn't enter school , ohwell . he movied with us then . BCM and TADA . HOME :D
Met up with Thjy at 2pm , walked from her crib to AC , swam till 4 . bought happy meal and headed to th park and slackkkkk :D home at 5 plus , managed to catch Ukiss on Mcountdown :) Cool day , catch up alot with her also :D
Went out for Job interview with LooWenJie on friday ~ quite successful i think . GOSHHHH , job training on 17/9 , i hope i dont forget can :O someone please remind me !
Okay , i shall go back and catch my drama . OH , i really wanna head out with th boys again on saturday , which is like today . hope mum agree . but it seems kinda impossible :( she want us to help her with cleaning , ahhhhh :( kbye .

Withlovez ,

♥ } D A R I L Y N L O V E Z .

437 , ECP (L)

Met with Celina and Charlotte and headed off to ECP to cycle :D Haas ! distrub Char otw to ECP with Celina , Funy ttm ~ wear long sleeve shirt and jeans to cycle , wear tank and shorts to cold places ! HAHAHA ! :D Eunice came about 5 ? mac awhile before heading down to Safra Tamp to meet those lad assistant , cause th bus is seriously taking too long , th four of us cabbed down , got food and start munching away . 'Fight' and 'Quarrel' with Rat , DonaldDuck and Bunny . Disturb RoadRunner ttm :D seriously damn fun ! :D Th fish went for a swimmmmmmmm ~~~ WOOOO ! :D HAHAH ! Awesome day today , such a pity Tessa and Eileen couldn't make it :c

Summary :
1) Im back to tumblr :D
2) I had mad fun with my girls today :D
3) I didn't capture any moments on my camera :(
4) There'll still be outing for our girls ,
5) I've got two tone ~
6) My fever is still here , so is my headache .
7) I'm weak . LOLWTF :D
8) I'm about halfdone with what i need to :/
9) I'm very very very tired / worried / scared .
10) I shall shut down my laptop now ...

Withlovez ,

♥ } D A R I L Y N L O V E Z .