Friday, May 16, 2008

I HATE MR TANG LARHHS..
he super biases sehhs.
hmmphf. dun wn tok abt him..
tok abt him = SUPER PEK CHEK!

todae ms tan came in class and show us SPONGEBOB!
im a goofy goober..LOLS..hahas..
siians sehhs.. nw oso nth do..
all my meiimeiis all got cca lurhhs..
now so siians.. no 1 pei me chat..

im failing in everything..
im nt strong enough to handle all th stress..
i gain no care and respect in th hse..
i went hme to eat.. cook noodles..
but in th end, i ate nth..
why?? cos my sis ate th whole bowl of noodles..
i eat 2 mouth niiahs..super hungry..
FORGET IT.. seriously..
since i dun gain respect, might as well die..
agree?? yeahhs.. it th fact
mama say she understand me..
but in th end, she dun really noe me..
provoking me EVERY single MINUTE.
i seriously had enough..
*im hot tempered as problem i faced,
stressed me out, freak me out..
no 1 try to understand me better..
i know thy care.. but oni 30% over 100%..
for my studies and future..especially..
i gain NO respect frm my bro..
he got 2 pack of famous amos cookie..
and asked me to choose..
oatmeal raisin & chocolate chip..
i choose chocolate chip.. cos i LOVE chocolate..
thn he say i v evil.. MY FAULT AGAIN..
overall at home, i love my teddy better..
and so is my com and TV..
im some how, 'infested' with virus..
dun ask why.. no mood to talk abt..
and nw, i seriously feeling th pain..
my father treats me better..
my bro, sis, mum & grandma..
im a GONER.. i gonna change..
mayb to a bad way??? i dunno..

*im standing in a dark dark road..
trying to finish th journey,
i met up with mani mani obstacles.
all small rocks, form up to be bigger rocks..
now, its so big, i cant even see a trace of th road..
im trying to climb over it, getting across..
i half way up.. but it seem, im falling..
no 1 can help me.. i have to stand on my own..
i nid help.. but no 1 can come, except him..
trying to drop, but i cant see th road..
trying to climb, but i cant see th top..
im getting weaker by th minute..
wat am i suppose to do???
trying to make a decision, im stuck..
SUPERBOY i really need you,
come to me will you??

SINHUI.
feel-thpain.

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