Friday, January 23, 2009


Nice ? Hougang's sky [:


Dinner at TiongBahru last sat [:


Me & alicia during recess aft CNY .
I know my hair dams messy lahs :x


Wht i was wearing [:

HEYY YOOH EVERYBODY !!
are you ready for new year mood ?!?
im super duper ready alrigths ? Haas .
perform GZ and also with Ms Zhang and 4 seniors .
thy are , Jiayi , ZhenYing , Alina and Emily [:
lets talk abt GZ 1st alrights ? we were aft CO .
and 3 group humans singing , while tht happen ,
me ad georgina were madding behind th curtains .
its so damms funny alrights ? we were maddies .
okays , maddie hottie , cause both went mad and hot . HAHA .
its wass kinda great , but i boomed for both performance .
i nearly trip on my skirt at th end of both performance .
it was so damms unglam and embarrassed lahs .
thn sit and watch , halfway thru , ms tay came .
sak us go carry our GZ back to room T_T
thn go back class . it was so fun lahs .
but some how , i dont really have th mood today lahs .
why , cause i was thinking of smth and my clothing .
my feet hurts . i wore skinny and hoodie top and heels .
a maths was kinda sorta perhaps a disaster lahs .
i didn't do my homework and so did many others .
cause i was like so damms tired th previous day lahs .
im worn out cause of th rehearsals and training .
thn also did some thinking which made my face wet .
obviously im abt to type things to him lahs , okays ?
To Him , i wanna put your name , but i dont want .
i wanna change alrights ? i really do .
but you are taking away my friends , my love .
thy are my comfort zone , i need them .
w/o thm , i doubt i can change alrights ?
i wan somebody to tell me tht im wrong and right .
yes , with a reason , and also politely , themself .
which many of them did , and im glad tht thy did it .
trying real hard not to make any mistakes ,
but im th imperfectionist . i cant be perfect .
not everyone can be a prefect human , perfectionist .
and im obviously not in tht category .
i wan to forgive you and let th matter , in camp , rest .
cause im tired abt it , i dont wan to think abt it alrdy .
but you're giving me th , i-dont-care-anymore attitude .
and i detest it alot , really really much . Detest , okays .
and im gonna tell you smth from here , yes , here .
smth i wan to tell but i dont wan to cause of ur attitude .
i need you , to be there for me like you used to .
i need you , to show care and concern for me .
i need you , to tell me whts right and wrong .
i need you , to help me with my unknowns .
i wanted you , to be there when i fall .
i wanted you , to love me like how you used to .
i wanted you , to see me thru it all .
i wanted you , show me wht i need .
its took me a hard time for me to type this out .
and if i were to say it , it may take weeks ?
cause knowing wht you did , you know it very well .
im unable to forgive myself , as well as you .
but im really trying . trying very hard to change also .
pls reply me if you saw this portion of this post .
also , a reply whether am i still ur friend .
a reply whether how much you detest me .
a reply on also , wht do you hate me ?
i shouldn't elaborate more on this , you shld know .
pls answer from deep down your heart ...
anyway , CNY performance ended alrdy .
now need prepare for SYF liaos .
gonna be so tiring mans , cries lahs .
im super sick now , and have insomnia .
tht whys i slept for only 4 hr + today .
haven bath , wht so ever , LOLS ! smelly i know .
sugar babe went for SYF's rehearsal . miss her mans .
aft sch , went to bubble tea shop cause sweetie thirsty .
thn we both buy cuppacino , sweetie addicted to it alrdy :x
Haas , &&& thnks to sweetie & angeline to pei me go cp .
and thn bused home , thnks alot uhhs [:
shall end her lahs , im still having things in my heart .
wanna find ppl to talk to , but all not free T_T
end bahs , gonna sort out my heart , mind and soul luhs .
ciaosx , nuffnang & tag readers ! Lovesya , TYVM .


DARILYN ,
She Is Naive , Hearty , Ultimate , Insatiable [;



i happened to came across some photos .
and so , i started daydreaming .


T'cher day 2008 ! [:
th 8 of us danced our heart contents .
with th lil music of run th show .
its wasn't perfect , but we enjoyed it .


Was having chinese oral 2008 ! [:
cam whore in class for like 10 mins ?
cher was outside class having orals .
we tied our hairs and cam whore .
its was undescribeable [:


Dec 2008 ! [:
doin holiday assignment at mac .
but in the end , it turned to slacking .
went to play bball aft studying .



Dec 2008 ! [:

At Mrt station , OTW to bugis .
knowing tht i was taking photo ,
thy all turned away from me .


Mar 2008 ! [:

class outing , arcade & bowling .
@ kovan , went there right aft sch .

Had fun , and ate at KFC .
im starting to miss mr tang .

wonder how's he doin right now .
im guilty alrights ...


its been half year alrdy buddies .
hope to meet up with you all alrights ?
miss th fun times we spent together [:

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