TAGGS REPLY ::
to EDDIE ;; put link lahs !~
to RUSSELL ;; thnks thnks , good security guard u are [:
to KAIJIE ;; yeahs , just tht u dk .
to DARREN ;; how am i suppose to . whn both XXX & YYY & ZZZ liddat .
to GEORGINA ;; nuer , love u . linked [: happy birthday !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO GEORGINA KOH JU NA !!!

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it's funny when you find yourself
looking from the outside
i'm standing here but all i want
is to be over there
why did i let myself believe miracles could happen
'cause now i have to pretend
that i don't really care
i thought you were my fairytale
a dream when i'm not sleeping
a wish upon a star that's coming true
but everybody else could tell
that i confused my feelings
with the truth
when there was me and you
i swore i knew the melody
that i heard you singing
and when you smiled you made me feel
like i could sing along
but then you went and changed the words
now my heart is empty
i'm only left with used-to-be's
and once upon a song
now i know you're not a fairytale
and dreams were meant for sleeping
and wishes on a star just don't come true
'cause now even i can tell
that i confused my feelings
with the truth
because i liked the view
when there was me and you
i can't believethat i could be so blind
it's like you were floating
while i was fallingand i didn't mind
because i liked the view
i thought you felt it too
when there was me and you
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things went worse thn i've ever imagined .
its hard for me to believe , tht we were once in love .
time flies , very fast whn you're happy .
but now since this is your decision , i've gotta face it .
thought tht miserable times were only at camp .
but didn't know it hasn't stop . it continued .
heartbroken . my heart hurts . my body aches .
cause of thm , cause of camp , cause of you .
didi , do keep everything to yourself , please .
trusting ppl may not be as easy as i used to do so .
after this camp , i've really realise alot of things .
things tht i should and should not .
i've survived th whole camp w/o thm .
but with other humans tht worth my love for thm .
i really appreciate their care and concern .
i'll never forget their care whn i needed thm .
glad tht some things still went my way .
seeing humans being so happy , im jealous .
i know i cant be as happy as thm , real .
during th camp , i woke up in th middle of th night .
doin wht ? crying my heart out . its so bad .
i have no choice . i dont want to worry my friends .
making my way alone , through th crowd .
i was unable to do so , as im getting weaker and weaker .
i've no more strength to find and survive th wilderness .
i need my friends , i need thm , i need you all , by my side .
but im trying to be strong , helpless but i will try my best .
i tend to give in , but aft this camp , im sorry , i've changed .
love all , trust just a few , this is so true , so believe it .
i've bruises and cuts everywhere on my exposed body .
my foot , legs , hand , wrist , arms , elbow .
theres ard 20 + if im not wrong . i can die mans .
CNY us coming , i'll be so ugly mans .
haihs , i shall stop here .
post tonight if possible , [:

DARILYN /.
making my way thru th crowd w/o crying .