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to TINGFANG ;; HELLOS ! yeahs , i'll try . its hard .
to EDDIE ;; wht if i dont wan ? relaxs , :x
to ERNEST ;; sure do [:

HEY HEY YOU YOU ~
im back again , currently depressed .
Things happen again and again , yeahs , alot .
lucky theres piggy , sweet&salt , didi to pei me lahs .
i'll be there for them if thy need me . Serious .
realse smth again . yes , i've realised alot of things .
you have to lose some thing in order to know th truth ,
or you just have to lose smth to find wht you really desire .
and yes , i've lose many things , and i've truly found out alot of things .

1. i found out tht im an 'actor' i act alot .
2. i found out tht im always wearing a mask .
3. i found out tht im truly super weak .
4. i found out tht im truly changing with th help of some .
5. i found out tht im actually NOT important in some's heart .
6. i found out tht im goin to be alright no matter wht .
7. i found out tht i've been hurting myself alot .
8. i found out tht i've been trusting too many ppl .
9. i found out tht i've been a burden to many ppl .
10. i found out tht i've been cruel to alot of ppl & i've to change .
11. i found out tht i've been able to overcome some of my fears .
12. i found out tht i've been able to let go of some things i cant .
13. i found out tht i've been so emotional this few days .
14. i found out tht i've been to naive to believe some .
15. i found out tht i've to found back my old self .
16. i found out tht i've to cherish and take care of everyone ard me .
17. i found out tht i've to move on with life rather thn staying in th past .
18. i found out tht i've to make everybody ard me happy & hyper .
19. i found out tht i've got to work hard to achieve my goals .
20. i found out tht i've got to learn to be independent .
21. i found out tht i want humans to address me as darilyn .
22. i found out tht i want to be alone and lonely ? [true/false]
23. i found out tht i want to be someone everyone likes .
24. i found out tht i was sucha failure , sucha freako .
25. i found out tht i just want to be happy , thts all .
26. i found ot tht i don't have a natural self .
27. i found out tht i can't be weak anymore .
28. i found out tht i can't breakdown no matter wht .
29. i found out tht some things are important and some ain't .
30. i found out tht i can learn how to be a great friend . [:

okays , 30 things tht i've found out .
for today ? may have more ...
but well , im happy tht i've sort out my mind ,
thnks to piggy , sweet&salt & didi .
missing every moment we spent talking/messaging .
thnks for all your words & opinions [:
okays , i shall stop here ?
cause i've yet to start on my homeworks .
and its killing me cause its a maths .
gosh , anyone to lend me copy ?
nahs , i cant do it anymore . cause , i've to be independent .
and yeahs , do click on my nuffang sweetest [:
ending here with much much love [:

DARILYN ,
adapting to new everything ./
as im changing [: