Head off to bed with tears in my eyes yesterday night , all those thoughts kept me awake . forbidding me to sleep . sometimes i wish i was naive , so i dont have that much things to remember . i need to go away , maybe just for one day . i should try disappearing . Maybe , Just maybe i wont have so much to remember , there's so much to sort out . Its making me worn out , Life's stressful , especially being a middle child . It feels like im rather a step child , i mean it . all those unfair treatment , those hurtful words and action . Like as if anyone can understand me .
I dont know what exactly happened to me , or mayb i do . i've been negative . results is out , i dont know if i should be smiling or frowning . i wanna cry , but who can i cry to ? Sounds weird huh ? i've got a boyf to confide in and im talking about all these now . cause i dont want to seem like a burden or something , he wouldn't want to see me cry .
Tessa Ho Jia Yi , Contact me will you ?
Jolyne Lee Li Ting , You too . contact me once prelim is over .
gonna go for job training tmr , rest on sunday . camp's up on monday - wednesday . Mayb i shall "run away" after camp . i shall go nurture feelings with piano now , those who know me well should know what it means . Alright , shall tumblr and get away from comp for th whole day .
Withlovez ,
♥ } D A R I L Y N L O V E Z .
Edited @ 5:50pm ,
Fkthisshit , i mean srsly . Mum PMS me AGAIN , for fucking goodness sake , who th fuck knew you prepared breakfast , you didn't even say anything , you didn't prepare breakfast for th past few days , SO HOW TH FUCK AM I SUPPOSE TO KNOW YOU FUCKINGLY PREPARED FOOD . Don't fucking put th blame on me -.- SO WHAT IF IM TH MIDDLE CHILD . fuckit , i never want to be th middle child . Look , even sist and bro is unaware of you preparing breakfast , i woke up th latest today , so how th fuckkkk am i fuckingly to know this . i've been wanting to make peace with you for th past weeks , so stop giving me fucking attitude alright ? everytime dad ask me to tell you stuffs you'll be like "so , he told you not me" stop being so fuck up , PLEASE lah hor , you're older but still not mature . can you stop with all these nonsense -.-
FML , mood ruined -.-
Im gonna run away , just you wait .
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