i need my superman !

edmund: HELLO! here to tag agn. HOW are YOU this few days?

fine .

im so depressed , im so tired , im so freaking weak okays ?

daddy's always home late , so late .

mummy's on work now , wouldn't be home till 9++ 10 ?
sister's either goes out or bug th comp .

brother's too young to be independent and is against everyhting .

granny's having symptoms of senile probs , she nearly burn th house and scold me 24/7 .

GOSH ! and with my own probs , my Homeworks , my CCA , my family , and my friends .

try being in my situation , you can bang wall and fly , and its stressful .

i'll collapse anytime soon , sister woke me in th middle of th night .

mother dont care and screams at me whn i told her tht .

im just tryna find a soul to talk to , and she screams at me .

its not like i don't do my work , my chores or bugg myself with th comp rights ?

why no one understands me ? why mus everyone i care and love leave me ?

why have i done exactly to have this disaster to befall me ?

why can't i turn th hands of time and just go back to th past ?

th past where im so happy with erzi and co , WHY ?!?

why mus i be th odd one out ? why cant i be like th rest ?

why am i crying everyday , everynight ? WHY WHY WHY ?!?

yes , i know im chunking my blog with words .

everyone have their soulmates to talk to , but mine , seems so far away , so far , its outta reach .

teardrops falling on my cheek while typing this .

i wan my super hero to save me , but i guess , im alone .

heart wrenching , my heart hurts alot bring in this situation .

erzi , if u see this , kindly just tell me th reason why u all are treating me like this .

cause i dont wan to run away from reality anymore , its so damms tiring .

everyone has all sorts of situation , but mine , may be th 1st you've ever came across .

aunt told me she couldn't find granny . WHT IS HAPPENING ?!?!

im so freak out now , can anyone just ring me up , to cheer me ?

argh , forgot you all have your own life ]':

DARILYN ,

why is this happening ?