i've gotta be strong , i've gotta be me [:

A' licia♥: sister cheer up, i arent good i know. i got attitude i know, but no matter what happen, i will be ther if you need me bah. ring me up uhs
loveable , im th one with attitude , i'll ring u , but hope u wouldn't discard me as i've bad attitude , you are th best lady ! ILY !
edmund: cheer up eh. if u need someone, i will always be there for u. u can call mi anytime..
edmund: no matter what happens, dun drop tears agn ok.
it depends , no 100% confirm .


Grandma is found 20-30 min aft she left house ,
im being guilty for not goin down with her .
why ? sister's bathing , brother is tooo young T_T
and yes , she is admitted to th hospital .
went to pan tai sui and went to find her .
i can sense tht she's really sad and lonely .
she keep telling me she's gonna die ,
and i keep saying no , asking her not to think tht much .
as i really cant afford to lose any loved ones anymore .
i really cant take anymore stress ._.
im tryin to be strong , and i'll be strong [:
i can be , i'll be , i must be . im equally fine now .
i haven finish my homework and i've no more time ?
gonna chiong uhhs ! ohwell , life's like this .
if i gotta achieve smth i wan , i've gotta love smth i love .
have to look at things from different angle .
thts life , no matter wht , so be prepare .
im speaking/typing like a weirdo ? Laughs .
have to go now , gotta save sister's blog .
her blog is having a serious prob , and im saving her :x
chatting with companion , his stating alot of facts .
althou it hurts my ears , but well , fact and i thank him for being there and helping me change [:
companion , YOU ROCK ! ILY lahs :p
yes , im gaining (insert word) ! and it will last ! wahaha :x


DARILYN ,
我学会了坚强，我学会了做自己，我学会了看你的心。
我明白了你心中的苦，我明白了很多人不明白的实事。
我会告诉你，我爱你，我想你，我要你，但如果你不想要回到我这里，我明白。