im actually needing comfort now .

As weird as can be , th 2nd post in a day ..
i ain't bored , im just missing my blog and thts it .
it seems tht i've been ruining my own life , i just hate it .
i dont have to guts to just lower down my pride by even a quarter .
im super sorry for all who have been there to comfort me .
althou its enough , but now , i need more as well , severe mood swing .
i've been silly , i've been stupid , i've been childish , i've been sucha whore .
im regreting wht i've done in th past and th 'SINHUI' in th past .
th ruthless me , th one who went ard scolding and hitting ppl .
insulting , critisizing , brainlessly making more humans hate me .
yes , i know , my attitude sucks alot , i wan a better me .
th one tht everyone will love , everyone will care for .
im being sucha slut , sucha F standard human , sucha failure .
i shld have known ... i need someone to scold my senses back to me .
If it was you , you would have done tht , wouldn't you ?
yeahs , if only if only , if i can go back to th past . if only ...
i've made the choice to leave you . but i kept on looking back.
Why does everything turns out this way ? I just can't understand.
am i totally wrong , or do you have some fault in it too ?
i've been so confused , so uber confused , im sorry abt everything i've done .
bleeding in and out of my heart , its hurting bad , so bad .
i dont think you can ever undestand th pain in my heart .
im like sick and no one care abt my death or not , im sick .
mummy , thnks for asking me to rest well , i'll try , MUMMY ILY !
im needing comfort now , can anyone just give me comfort ?
you said you wouldn't leave me . but i guess it was fake ?


Some memories tht i've rmb .



T'cher day 2008 ! [:
th 8 of us danced to our heart contents .



its was undescribeable fun & laughter[:
Was having chinese oral 2008 ! [:



Dec 2008 ! [:
studying tht ended out slacking.



Dec 2008 ! [:
On The way to bugis , [:




Mar 2008 ! [:
class outing , arcade & bowling .
@ kovan , went there right aft sch .






its been half year , hope to meet up soon .
miss th fun times we spent together [:

DARILYN ,
im sorry for eveything i've done , im really sorry .