''Its Not The Same anymore ,

Cause i've truly woke up from my dream ''


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well , VDay is over , and yes , im missing it .
Me & ahdear did smth stupid ytd , th whole time we're out .
we spy on ppl who has flower & it was so sweet okays ?
spied on group (how many female & male.) and we were absolute happy .
and yes , althou we were happy , our heart inside is breaking .
Dear , i pei you sad , pei you cry okays ? dont forget im just 8 numbers away alrights ?
went bloghopping , im happy knowing many friends had so much fun ytd .
and some have deleted their blog , sad uhhs ? but well , nvm .
no matter wht , i've bought wht i have to , and im gonna do wht i have to .
if he's not gonna accept , i've abosolutely no objection . cause i cant control him .
if i've alrdy done wht i've to , im alrdy glad tht i've done my part [:
but idk how to pass/give him lehs . LOLS , i know i veh stupid ._. erzi ,
if meeting me was a beautiful mistake , thn time would heal our wounds .
and if th future you still feel happy whn you think of me , it'll be worth th while .
obsessing w/ 2 songs now , S.H.E - anjing le ; S Club 7 - Say Goodbye [:
CCA , tml aft sch , shld i go ? im 101% tired lahs , gosh ! ._.
haihs , SYF coming , RAWRS , go jiu go bahs , come home sleep luhs :x
im getting lazier by th day , jialat lahs , IM MUS BUCK UP LAHS !
haihs , haven touch on th homeworks , cause i really dk how to do .
and th eng discursive , i also dk lahs , no one tell me exactly wht to do -,-
dangs lahs , so damms sick this few days , but lucky is not serious one lahs [:
there's PE tml , gonna die alrdy lahs , tml shld be play games ? for th dk wht .
suddenly forget lehs , jialat liaos worhs , STM veh jialat alrdy ._.
COMPANION ! u say u go home call me . u kuku lahs , so long nvr reach home ._.
RAWRS , fine fine fine , end here bahs , go seek help from some humans [:
Haas , i wan go out & hyper & craze with A-B-C-D-E-F-H-I !!!!

K@! J!3: don dare to put my name? don dare then dare put la
K@! J!3: i not your erzi anymore, can disown u?
:: its not i don dare okays , its because i know you angry w/ me , tht why . i wan to put , because i cant get you off my mind , i dont know if this ever occurs to you , but it really hurts okays ? i've nvr had th heat of wanting to quarrel with you , or to be angry with you . its not wht i wanted okays ? i know many things happen due to my attitude and character , i know , but it may take me a long time to change , because this is th real me . and yes , im guilty for th past and so on . im really sorry for everything tht has happen . siva's panda hand is an accident , but th rest is he tear himself one , so its not my fault . idk wht you gonna think aft seeing this , but i've no intention to quarrel with you alrights ? no comments , 如果你像这样，那我也无话可说。但我只想告诉你，对不起。
yanheng: since when i say i your kor?
:: Huhs ?

mus everything turn out this way ?
DARILYN ,
i dont think it'll ever occur to you how much it hurts me ...
也许我错了，也许我们不必这样子，亲爱的儿子，对不起，我爱你。